Kouya sings at the concert with a delight mood.
The sweet dialogue is written by Mr. X~~!
Exaliant
That night, after the concert, Kouya approaches Exatra, who's been alone at the corner since the beginning of the concert.
Kouya : Hey, wolfy! How's it going?
Exatra : Heh! Nothing much. Great concert by the way. I could truly feel your passion.
Kouya : ///// Hahah! I never thought of that. So, why're you here all alone?
Exatra : I'm not alone. I'm with y... ///// It's crowded.
Kouya : What was that? I'm pretty sure you were about to say that you're wi...
Exatra : ///// OK OK! I just didn't want them to feel awkward around me because of this steel jaws on my left cheek.
Kouya : Hahah! I remember feeling quite weird when you approa...
Exatra : ///// Don't continue it! I'm still shocked our meeting was real. I must've been drunk that time.
Kouya : Ow you were totally drunk. You told me everything about those jaws. And if I remember correctly, it was only because of a glass of beer.
Exatra : ///// I was tricked, ok? I didn't even know it was beer. Ugh! The memory of it pains me.
Kouya : Hahah! It's all in the past now. What's now is now! I'm pretty sure that's what you also told me the day after the sleepover in your house.
Exatra : ///// GAH! Please don't remind me of it. I passed out right in front of you.
Kouya : Ok ok. Hahah! By the way, we're going to finish up with the others for tonight. Wanna join?
Exatra : Sure!
Just as Exatra was about to walk to the backstage, Kouya kissed him right on his right cheek. Exatra was stunned before turning hot red all across his body. Kouya only laughed at him. Well, the husky loves to tease the poor wolf from time to time.
The sweet dialogue is written by Kyoya~~!
Hoezakikouya
After the concert
Kouya:huff.. Finally done...
Kyoya:*appear from behind and lick his neck*
Kouya:aaaaaaahhh... Kyoya!? /////
Kyoya:hehe good job and your so handsome aniki~
Kouya; kyoya... My sweet ototo... *hug kyoya happily*
Kyoya:*hug back*such puppy boy ehehehe~
Kouya://////hey!your the puppy boy!
Kyoya:ehehehe~*lift kouya and grin*
Kouya:h-huh!? ///// kyoya!?
# you want to have some fun at my mansion aniki~?
Kouya:///////...pls do...
Kyoya:*kiss kouya lips*my puppy aniki~
Kouya:*kiss back*hmmmph... Hnnnnghhh... //////
After that, kyoya lift his aniki and bring him back to his mansion for himself~
The story is written by Eric~~!
wingedwolfboy
After his spend his vacation in Miami with his boyfriend Kouya is went back to the studio to recording some new song's from his new album. His amnager was very glad to see him again.
Jack: "KOUYA BOY, I'M VERY GLAD YOU'RE BACK!"
Kouya: "This was a great 2 week but i'm ready to work again! I write some new song's too and i already know's what song i want to record first...."
Kouya gived the lyrics to Jack who is readed it very carefully.
Jack: "Not bad kid, not bad! What is the name of the song ?"
Kouya: "Oblivion...."
Jack: "Okey hotstuff if you ready then we van begin!"
Kouya: "I'm always ready to sing Jack, you know me!"
Kouya and the other musician's are went into the recording room, Kouya taked on the headphone and taked the lyrics into hi place. The sound engineer set the machine, everybody was in his place so they are ready for work.
Jack: "Okey kid! Let' s do it!"
The "ON AIR" sub is ligted upa nd Kouya started the song. His voice is really fitt to the atmosephere of the song.
Kouya: "......I can't save you
In the end we fall apart
Forgive me now
No matter how
Hard I try, you'll carry on
Please be waiting
We'll meet again beyond the stars
I'm not afraid
To embrace the end
Time has come to let you go
(To oblivion) ........."
Kouya gived in all of his feeling's to the song and in the other side of the room Jack just smiled. He knowed already this song was gonna be a smash hit again. When they finished the recording Kouya taked a little break.
Jack: "That was awsome kid! How you write the lyrics?"
Kouya: 'I dont know, it's just a random inspiration or.....when we are on Miami with my boyfriend Hiro one night we walked down to the beach and watched the deep,dark ocean and the fullmoon above......"
Jack: "Yeah, i know hos those things can inspire the furry's, i's just natural for a singer! I was a singer too in the past so i know this feeling too!"
Kouya: "And i writed 2 other song from that: Ocean Soul and Far Away....."
Jack: "Then let's go back and record them too! We have still a lot of work to do!"
Kouya: "Okey Jack, one minute and i go to!"
Jack walked out of the room and whe he leave's Kouya taked out his pendant and opened it. In there was a photo about him and Hiro.
Kouya: "Hiro, i promised you i"m gonna make this album a huge success and i"m gonna stay my word!"
Kouya kissed the photo and went back to the studio to record to the other 2 remaining song.
The story is written by Blitz~~!
crispr
Kouya was going on about his day wondering if things would get better for him. He received an awards invite from the highest honors for his song rooftop memories and garnered an fanbase working on an soundtrack for an online game. Kris had been organizing interviews and music videos through the months and garnered an lot of attention through the remberance song done for Tatsumi, something he made public domain and many using as an video on depression and awareness of loss. The days going by and the two conversed over an drink trying to come up with ideas.
Kris: I think we should take some time off for now, with the award ceremony coming soon, we should take a breather and not try and overdo it.
Kouya: agreed its been fun for a long time but now, its totally getting to me. The fans, meetups, music, videos, interviews…..god I needed this night.
Kris: two weeks man, two weeks we can take and just relax for ourselves.
Kouya: id love to go to Kyoto and just relax in some hotsprings but its not really good to travel out of the city at this point is it?
Kris: fuck it, we need the rest and its not like were just trying to get by, were pretty good on timing and the amount of work needed, two weeks after the award ceremony then we can just backtrack and get organized again.
Kouya: I love that idea, thanks I should go ahead and……
Kris: I will handle everything we got the ceremony to think about, and we gotta rehearse the song for the opening remember.
Kouya: oh right the most memorable artist award is up for grabs this year, never thought id be picked to do the opening and get nominated.
Kris: why, your talented.
Kouya: dude, you know that song wasn’t exactly meant for fandom it was an meaningful song filled with the emotion ive felt for so many years.
Kris: that’s why its public domain, you didn’t wanna get any fame from it in Tatsumi name and it really spoke about what it means to lose an friend.
Kouya: I still think about him from time to time but it sometimes feels like im forgetting him.
Kris: no way you could ever forget a friend like that, you guys went through heaven and hell for one another and here you are.
Kouya: without him……
Kris: wrong…..hes always with you, in your art, your mind, and your soul……im certain everytime you write new songs hes in there watching and giving you advice no matter where he is. Cause deep down hes always gonna be with you.
Kouya: sorry…..just sometimes I feel like he should be here instead of me despite everything weve been through I know its not what he would want.
Kris: keep his memory alive and never back down from whom you are or what he valued in you to begin with, he was your best friend and will always be there in spirit.
The two look and chuckle as Kouya takes his guitar and strums it singing a new song he wrote for the ceremony.
Kris: another remembrance for him?
Kouya: more like an remembrance of where I came from……my life been ups and down all the time and now it appears its time to let out those feelings I felt so long ago.
Kris: your parents?
Kouya: yeah, one left without a word and the other failed to speak after it happened, talk about isolation within itself, like an mirror staring back at me.
Kris: those are powerful words.
Kouya: my dad didn’t even notice me leave my mother never called, so I assume she sees him in me and that’s fine…..i don’t need them to be happy.
Kris: I can tell your upset, you don’t need to hold out against them just because of guilt. Abandonment isn’t the victims fault all the time, you were a kid forced to grow on your own.
Kouya: id rather just work now, ill see you later.
Going to his room, he strums his guitar getting messages on his twitter about the show smiling that hes expected to do well.
Kouya: I should be optimistic, I cant write such dark lyics all the time, its not gonna help me push through anymore. At one point its only going to hinder me.
Getting an ping on his phone, Kris messages him about an letter coming in from the mail and messages him to ignore it.
Kouya: I don’t have time for fan mail right now, I can look at it later.
Kris: there isn’t any fanwork in it, it came from a woman named Mizure Kotomine? Seemed heavy its thick.
Kouya:……repeat the name please?
Kris: Mizure Kotomine?
Kouya: bring it up, I wanna read it in private.
Kris: okay then…..
Going up and giving the letter, Kris walks off taking an sip of his rum going down and few minutes later, he hears crashing from the above floor and rushes to Kouyas room, he sees him lashing out and slamming a book against the wall and sitting on his bed in distress.
Kris: whats wrong buddy!!?!?!
Kouya: the letter…..i thought she would of apologized or wanted to meet with me no she just laid down all the pain she made me feel for years.
Kris picks it up reading it and grips his hands.
Kris: “dear child, appears you’ve done nothing but make a mockery of the life you had. Your father was a mistake and you were the end result. You take pride in being in the fame but forget who brought you here. For that I have my disdain for you, in all reverence you deserve to wallow. Not one cent went to me or your family for the love we gave you. I have my mind to sue this company for its worth as my image is tarnished because you write about me abandoning you. If you remember I said it was because you had your fathers eyes. If you changed maybe I would of taken you from that home but for that may you know if I see another song about your so called “mother” I will sue you for everything.”
Kouya: good to know she gave a lot of love for me in the end….no more music about my life.
Kris: why though, why give into her, her name isn’t in it and she let you go at a young age. She signed away her paternal rights when you were a kid and now comes here looking for money, shes a scammer.
Kouya: I know I know but something in my mind that my dad……
Kris: what did your dad do that was so horrible.
Kouya: he worked long hours and spent more time…..with me than her….he always hugged me when I was sad and she was with her friends…..hed tuck….god damn…..
Kris: what?
Kouya: my mom was horrible, my dad fell apart thinking about what he did wrong but its her, its all her…..my fucking god why didn’t I see this!!!!
Kris: why not go to him?
Kouya: the ceremony……
Kris: its in a week, we use Fallen reflection the new single, premiere it early, you rehearsed it by heart and you go on to see him.
Taking the train out, he returned to his old hometown seeing the old neighbors waving and greeting him. Most still modest with the intent of welcoming him home for so long. He sees Mr. Okada standing outside his home, the cold winter air shining in and looks at him.
Kouya: Mr. Okada, its good to see you again.
Okada: Kouya, you look good as always….why you back so soon?
Kouya: I came to see my dad. I needed to talk to him about everything, its not like bad but…..my mom.
Okada: finally see it for what really happened. She was a bad one, her light faded soon after your dad married her, spoiling her everyday.
Kouya: let me ask him, I want to……
Okada: he cant Kouya…….something happened while you were away…..he fell ill and well hes not the same, something in his liver fucking his body up and theres not much.
Kouya: fuck….so im too late…..
Okada: come inside and see him, im sure he wants to see his son again.
Kouya: if hes not capable of telling me….
Okada: Kouya, he never blamed you for leaving, he blamed your mother. He was strict and always wanted to have you home cause he feared losing you. He felt he drove you away.
Kouya goes in seeing his dad in front of the tv laughing at the shows and walks over seeing him. His dad lets out an small smile and signs hello.
Kouya: what?
Okada: ive been keeping him company and teaching him asl, he wanted to able to communicate.
Sitting down Kouya tells his dad about the letter and his mother, apologizing for everything, seeing his father weeping and hugging him tight.
Okada: he doesn’t know what to say, he knew you never felt true remorse over he or your mother but it always felt hard trying to accept the blame as his own for your own good.
Kouya: I could never hate you for that.
Okada: his entire life been handed to him and your mother was the first real choice he ever made. The worst thing he could of done was choose to leave you.
Kouyas father gives him a tight hug proud of his son and points to the tv seeing the music video he made a while back. Okada puts his hand on Kouyas shoulder explaining everything.
Okada: he heard that song when he woke up from surgery, it had just come on and I was visiting so he smiled and pointed trying to ask if it was you. When I told him he shed nothing but tears.
Kouya looks seeing his father write something foldin it and placing it in his hand.
Okada: don’t read it until your home.
Kouya: I promise dad.
One more hug goodbye and Okada sees Kouya out as the two walk him to the train and talk.
Kouya: why have you been helping my dad so much mr.Okada?
Okada: I had no one left to care for since Tatsumi and your dad and I used to be best friends, I figured lonliness deserved company and so, ive been doing that.
Kouya: im coming back every chance I get to be with him, seeing him now. His changed so much from the strict master to an vulnerable man almost in an year.
Okada: your father went through a lot and supported your dream the minute he knew you left. Deep down there was something that sparked it was for the best.
Kouya: I got the perfect song that I can sing for him.
Okada: oh right the award ceremony, itll be live so im gonna ensure he watches.
Kouya sees the train coming and hugs Okada goodbye.
Okada: no matter how much pain there is, the flowers always bloom twice.
Looking outward the snow falls crisp in the air and stars contemplating his song. The time goes by and Kris welcomes him back late at night and gives him some coffee to warm him up.
Kouya: what an past year has been, no one contacted about dad and my mom is threatening legal action.
Kris: your dad came out with bad stuff but hes still alive and you know he supports you.
Kouya: had I been there…..
Kris: nothing would of happened it wouldn’t end up like this and you have no right to feel guilty.
Kouya: your right, you are so right. Im gonna perform fallen reflection but with new lyrics.
Kris: ill get the music board, you get the guitar.
The time of the ceremony came and Kouya was ready. Getting on stage the lights dimmed aimed under him as he stared at the open skylight and strummed his red guitar.
Kouya:
It was a time as old as days itself.
The way we shook and stood so still
You came into my gaze an open light.
What took it away in that solemn fight.
From my ears I see the bringing brought to my eye
The bashing door and harrowed hearts, hearing her walk away.
Your heart becamed strained and dwelled away from me to come
Let me in father, can you speak can you speak another word.
I miss the days I heard those crys even when it was yelled or tied.
Father can you see it was not our fault, another cast the strings to bring us down.
Hear me hear me, hear my final call. You are always with me father, always near.
Your quiet eyes enough to bring me to the direction in which I steer
A firm heart and solid mind was that you needed to keep me fine.
Even when in danger you held me close but soon the mirror shattered and souls revoked
Hear me father hear me father one last time, fight for me, care for me, let the past die.
The more I sought the more I found was the web of lies, entwined by a spoiled heiresses eyes.
Father please know this time its here and now, I miss the smile you used to share so hear me now hear me now one last time. Never give in and let this fight.
The crowd applauded as he got off to his seat, Kris hugging him and getting back to the attention. Being called up for memorable song, Kouya was ecstatic to earn the award and gave an hearfelt speech honoring the song and talking highly of his dad.
Kouya: the main raised me basically on his own for years and when the woman in his life left it was nothing but heartbreak but seeing it now, he still took the time to ensure I was safe and keep going coming here today and so I thank him, and my friend Tatsumi for the years being by my side good and bad. And special thanks to a good friend who pushed me through the darkest days for me to see myself as a new person. Thank you everyone.
Going back the night goes over so well, holding the note in his hand he reads it over. An picture of him and his father when he was a pup and enjoyed playing guitar with him.
Father note: don’t ever forget where you started, no matter how far you go or how deep you get, im always here with you.
The sweet dialogue is written by Mr. X~~!
ExaliantThat night, after the concert, Kouya approaches Exatra, who's been alone at the corner since the beginning of the concert.
Kouya : Hey, wolfy! How's it going?
Exatra : Heh! Nothing much. Great concert by the way. I could truly feel your passion.
Kouya : ///// Hahah! I never thought of that. So, why're you here all alone?
Exatra : I'm not alone. I'm with y... ///// It's crowded.
Kouya : What was that? I'm pretty sure you were about to say that you're wi...
Exatra : ///// OK OK! I just didn't want them to feel awkward around me because of this steel jaws on my left cheek.
Kouya : Hahah! I remember feeling quite weird when you approa...
Exatra : ///// Don't continue it! I'm still shocked our meeting was real. I must've been drunk that time.
Kouya : Ow you were totally drunk. You told me everything about those jaws. And if I remember correctly, it was only because of a glass of beer.
Exatra : ///// I was tricked, ok? I didn't even know it was beer. Ugh! The memory of it pains me.
Kouya : Hahah! It's all in the past now. What's now is now! I'm pretty sure that's what you also told me the day after the sleepover in your house.
Exatra : ///// GAH! Please don't remind me of it. I passed out right in front of you.
Kouya : Ok ok. Hahah! By the way, we're going to finish up with the others for tonight. Wanna join?
Exatra : Sure!
Just as Exatra was about to walk to the backstage, Kouya kissed him right on his right cheek. Exatra was stunned before turning hot red all across his body. Kouya only laughed at him. Well, the husky loves to tease the poor wolf from time to time.
The sweet dialogue is written by Kyoya~~!
HoezakikouyaAfter the concert
Kouya:huff.. Finally done...
Kyoya:*appear from behind and lick his neck*
Kouya:aaaaaaahhh... Kyoya!? /////
Kyoya:hehe good job and your so handsome aniki~
Kouya; kyoya... My sweet ototo... *hug kyoya happily*
Kyoya:*hug back*such puppy boy ehehehe~
Kouya://////hey!your the puppy boy!
Kyoya:ehehehe~*lift kouya and grin*
Kouya:h-huh!? ///// kyoya!?
# you want to have some fun at my mansion aniki~?
Kouya:///////...pls do...
Kyoya:*kiss kouya lips*my puppy aniki~
Kouya:*kiss back*hmmmph... Hnnnnghhh... //////
After that, kyoya lift his aniki and bring him back to his mansion for himself~
The story is written by Eric~~!
After his spend his vacation in Miami with his boyfriend Kouya is went back to the studio to recording some new song's from his new album. His amnager was very glad to see him again.
Jack: "KOUYA BOY, I'M VERY GLAD YOU'RE BACK!"
Kouya: "This was a great 2 week but i'm ready to work again! I write some new song's too and i already know's what song i want to record first...."
Kouya gived the lyrics to Jack who is readed it very carefully.
Jack: "Not bad kid, not bad! What is the name of the song ?"
Kouya: "Oblivion...."
Jack: "Okey hotstuff if you ready then we van begin!"
Kouya: "I'm always ready to sing Jack, you know me!"
Kouya and the other musician's are went into the recording room, Kouya taked on the headphone and taked the lyrics into hi place. The sound engineer set the machine, everybody was in his place so they are ready for work.
Jack: "Okey kid! Let' s do it!"
The "ON AIR" sub is ligted upa nd Kouya started the song. His voice is really fitt to the atmosephere of the song.
Kouya: "......I can't save you
In the end we fall apart
Forgive me now
No matter how
Hard I try, you'll carry on
Please be waiting
We'll meet again beyond the stars
I'm not afraid
To embrace the end
Time has come to let you go
(To oblivion) ........."
Kouya gived in all of his feeling's to the song and in the other side of the room Jack just smiled. He knowed already this song was gonna be a smash hit again. When they finished the recording Kouya taked a little break.
Jack: "That was awsome kid! How you write the lyrics?"
Kouya: 'I dont know, it's just a random inspiration or.....when we are on Miami with my boyfriend Hiro one night we walked down to the beach and watched the deep,dark ocean and the fullmoon above......"
Jack: "Yeah, i know hos those things can inspire the furry's, i's just natural for a singer! I was a singer too in the past so i know this feeling too!"
Kouya: "And i writed 2 other song from that: Ocean Soul and Far Away....."
Jack: "Then let's go back and record them too! We have still a lot of work to do!"
Kouya: "Okey Jack, one minute and i go to!"
Jack walked out of the room and whe he leave's Kouya taked out his pendant and opened it. In there was a photo about him and Hiro.
Kouya: "Hiro, i promised you i"m gonna make this album a huge success and i"m gonna stay my word!"
Kouya kissed the photo and went back to the studio to record to the other 2 remaining song.
The story is written by Blitz~~!
crisprKouya was going on about his day wondering if things would get better for him. He received an awards invite from the highest honors for his song rooftop memories and garnered an fanbase working on an soundtrack for an online game. Kris had been organizing interviews and music videos through the months and garnered an lot of attention through the remberance song done for Tatsumi, something he made public domain and many using as an video on depression and awareness of loss. The days going by and the two conversed over an drink trying to come up with ideas.
Kris: I think we should take some time off for now, with the award ceremony coming soon, we should take a breather and not try and overdo it.
Kouya: agreed its been fun for a long time but now, its totally getting to me. The fans, meetups, music, videos, interviews…..god I needed this night.
Kris: two weeks man, two weeks we can take and just relax for ourselves.
Kouya: id love to go to Kyoto and just relax in some hotsprings but its not really good to travel out of the city at this point is it?
Kris: fuck it, we need the rest and its not like were just trying to get by, were pretty good on timing and the amount of work needed, two weeks after the award ceremony then we can just backtrack and get organized again.
Kouya: I love that idea, thanks I should go ahead and……
Kris: I will handle everything we got the ceremony to think about, and we gotta rehearse the song for the opening remember.
Kouya: oh right the most memorable artist award is up for grabs this year, never thought id be picked to do the opening and get nominated.
Kris: why, your talented.
Kouya: dude, you know that song wasn’t exactly meant for fandom it was an meaningful song filled with the emotion ive felt for so many years.
Kris: that’s why its public domain, you didn’t wanna get any fame from it in Tatsumi name and it really spoke about what it means to lose an friend.
Kouya: I still think about him from time to time but it sometimes feels like im forgetting him.
Kris: no way you could ever forget a friend like that, you guys went through heaven and hell for one another and here you are.
Kouya: without him……
Kris: wrong…..hes always with you, in your art, your mind, and your soul……im certain everytime you write new songs hes in there watching and giving you advice no matter where he is. Cause deep down hes always gonna be with you.
Kouya: sorry…..just sometimes I feel like he should be here instead of me despite everything weve been through I know its not what he would want.
Kris: keep his memory alive and never back down from whom you are or what he valued in you to begin with, he was your best friend and will always be there in spirit.
The two look and chuckle as Kouya takes his guitar and strums it singing a new song he wrote for the ceremony.
Kris: another remembrance for him?
Kouya: more like an remembrance of where I came from……my life been ups and down all the time and now it appears its time to let out those feelings I felt so long ago.
Kris: your parents?
Kouya: yeah, one left without a word and the other failed to speak after it happened, talk about isolation within itself, like an mirror staring back at me.
Kris: those are powerful words.
Kouya: my dad didn’t even notice me leave my mother never called, so I assume she sees him in me and that’s fine…..i don’t need them to be happy.
Kris: I can tell your upset, you don’t need to hold out against them just because of guilt. Abandonment isn’t the victims fault all the time, you were a kid forced to grow on your own.
Kouya: id rather just work now, ill see you later.
Going to his room, he strums his guitar getting messages on his twitter about the show smiling that hes expected to do well.
Kouya: I should be optimistic, I cant write such dark lyics all the time, its not gonna help me push through anymore. At one point its only going to hinder me.
Getting an ping on his phone, Kris messages him about an letter coming in from the mail and messages him to ignore it.
Kouya: I don’t have time for fan mail right now, I can look at it later.
Kris: there isn’t any fanwork in it, it came from a woman named Mizure Kotomine? Seemed heavy its thick.
Kouya:……repeat the name please?
Kris: Mizure Kotomine?
Kouya: bring it up, I wanna read it in private.
Kris: okay then…..
Going up and giving the letter, Kris walks off taking an sip of his rum going down and few minutes later, he hears crashing from the above floor and rushes to Kouyas room, he sees him lashing out and slamming a book against the wall and sitting on his bed in distress.
Kris: whats wrong buddy!!?!?!
Kouya: the letter…..i thought she would of apologized or wanted to meet with me no she just laid down all the pain she made me feel for years.
Kris picks it up reading it and grips his hands.
Kris: “dear child, appears you’ve done nothing but make a mockery of the life you had. Your father was a mistake and you were the end result. You take pride in being in the fame but forget who brought you here. For that I have my disdain for you, in all reverence you deserve to wallow. Not one cent went to me or your family for the love we gave you. I have my mind to sue this company for its worth as my image is tarnished because you write about me abandoning you. If you remember I said it was because you had your fathers eyes. If you changed maybe I would of taken you from that home but for that may you know if I see another song about your so called “mother” I will sue you for everything.”
Kouya: good to know she gave a lot of love for me in the end….no more music about my life.
Kris: why though, why give into her, her name isn’t in it and she let you go at a young age. She signed away her paternal rights when you were a kid and now comes here looking for money, shes a scammer.
Kouya: I know I know but something in my mind that my dad……
Kris: what did your dad do that was so horrible.
Kouya: he worked long hours and spent more time…..with me than her….he always hugged me when I was sad and she was with her friends…..hed tuck….god damn…..
Kris: what?
Kouya: my mom was horrible, my dad fell apart thinking about what he did wrong but its her, its all her…..my fucking god why didn’t I see this!!!!
Kris: why not go to him?
Kouya: the ceremony……
Kris: its in a week, we use Fallen reflection the new single, premiere it early, you rehearsed it by heart and you go on to see him.
Taking the train out, he returned to his old hometown seeing the old neighbors waving and greeting him. Most still modest with the intent of welcoming him home for so long. He sees Mr. Okada standing outside his home, the cold winter air shining in and looks at him.
Kouya: Mr. Okada, its good to see you again.
Okada: Kouya, you look good as always….why you back so soon?
Kouya: I came to see my dad. I needed to talk to him about everything, its not like bad but…..my mom.
Okada: finally see it for what really happened. She was a bad one, her light faded soon after your dad married her, spoiling her everyday.
Kouya: let me ask him, I want to……
Okada: he cant Kouya…….something happened while you were away…..he fell ill and well hes not the same, something in his liver fucking his body up and theres not much.
Kouya: fuck….so im too late…..
Okada: come inside and see him, im sure he wants to see his son again.
Kouya: if hes not capable of telling me….
Okada: Kouya, he never blamed you for leaving, he blamed your mother. He was strict and always wanted to have you home cause he feared losing you. He felt he drove you away.
Kouya goes in seeing his dad in front of the tv laughing at the shows and walks over seeing him. His dad lets out an small smile and signs hello.
Kouya: what?
Okada: ive been keeping him company and teaching him asl, he wanted to able to communicate.
Sitting down Kouya tells his dad about the letter and his mother, apologizing for everything, seeing his father weeping and hugging him tight.
Okada: he doesn’t know what to say, he knew you never felt true remorse over he or your mother but it always felt hard trying to accept the blame as his own for your own good.
Kouya: I could never hate you for that.
Okada: his entire life been handed to him and your mother was the first real choice he ever made. The worst thing he could of done was choose to leave you.
Kouyas father gives him a tight hug proud of his son and points to the tv seeing the music video he made a while back. Okada puts his hand on Kouyas shoulder explaining everything.
Okada: he heard that song when he woke up from surgery, it had just come on and I was visiting so he smiled and pointed trying to ask if it was you. When I told him he shed nothing but tears.
Kouya looks seeing his father write something foldin it and placing it in his hand.
Okada: don’t read it until your home.
Kouya: I promise dad.
One more hug goodbye and Okada sees Kouya out as the two walk him to the train and talk.
Kouya: why have you been helping my dad so much mr.Okada?
Okada: I had no one left to care for since Tatsumi and your dad and I used to be best friends, I figured lonliness deserved company and so, ive been doing that.
Kouya: im coming back every chance I get to be with him, seeing him now. His changed so much from the strict master to an vulnerable man almost in an year.
Okada: your father went through a lot and supported your dream the minute he knew you left. Deep down there was something that sparked it was for the best.
Kouya: I got the perfect song that I can sing for him.
Okada: oh right the award ceremony, itll be live so im gonna ensure he watches.
Kouya sees the train coming and hugs Okada goodbye.
Okada: no matter how much pain there is, the flowers always bloom twice.
Looking outward the snow falls crisp in the air and stars contemplating his song. The time goes by and Kris welcomes him back late at night and gives him some coffee to warm him up.
Kouya: what an past year has been, no one contacted about dad and my mom is threatening legal action.
Kris: your dad came out with bad stuff but hes still alive and you know he supports you.
Kouya: had I been there…..
Kris: nothing would of happened it wouldn’t end up like this and you have no right to feel guilty.
Kouya: your right, you are so right. Im gonna perform fallen reflection but with new lyrics.
Kris: ill get the music board, you get the guitar.
The time of the ceremony came and Kouya was ready. Getting on stage the lights dimmed aimed under him as he stared at the open skylight and strummed his red guitar.
Kouya:
It was a time as old as days itself.
The way we shook and stood so still
You came into my gaze an open light.
What took it away in that solemn fight.
From my ears I see the bringing brought to my eye
The bashing door and harrowed hearts, hearing her walk away.
Your heart becamed strained and dwelled away from me to come
Let me in father, can you speak can you speak another word.
I miss the days I heard those crys even when it was yelled or tied.
Father can you see it was not our fault, another cast the strings to bring us down.
Hear me hear me, hear my final call. You are always with me father, always near.
Your quiet eyes enough to bring me to the direction in which I steer
A firm heart and solid mind was that you needed to keep me fine.
Even when in danger you held me close but soon the mirror shattered and souls revoked
Hear me father hear me father one last time, fight for me, care for me, let the past die.
The more I sought the more I found was the web of lies, entwined by a spoiled heiresses eyes.
Father please know this time its here and now, I miss the smile you used to share so hear me now hear me now one last time. Never give in and let this fight.
The crowd applauded as he got off to his seat, Kris hugging him and getting back to the attention. Being called up for memorable song, Kouya was ecstatic to earn the award and gave an hearfelt speech honoring the song and talking highly of his dad.
Kouya: the main raised me basically on his own for years and when the woman in his life left it was nothing but heartbreak but seeing it now, he still took the time to ensure I was safe and keep going coming here today and so I thank him, and my friend Tatsumi for the years being by my side good and bad. And special thanks to a good friend who pushed me through the darkest days for me to see myself as a new person. Thank you everyone.
Going back the night goes over so well, holding the note in his hand he reads it over. An picture of him and his father when he was a pup and enjoyed playing guitar with him.
Father note: don’t ever forget where you started, no matter how far you go or how deep you get, im always here with you.
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That night, after the concert, Kouya approaches Exatra, who's been alone at the corner since the beginning of the concert.
Kouya : Hey, wolfy! How's it going?
Exatra : Heh! Nothing much. Great concert by the way. I could truly feel your passion.
Kouya : ///// Hahah! I never thought of that. So, why're you here all alone?
Exatra : I'm not alone. I'm with y... ///// It's crowded.
Kouya : What was that? I'm pretty sure you were about to say that you're wi...
Exatra : ///// OK OK! I just didn't want them to feel awkward around me because of this steel jaws on my left cheek.
Kouya : Hahah! I remember feeling quite weird when you approa...
Exatra : ///// Don't continue it! I'm still shocked our meeting was real. I must've been drunk that time.
Kouya : Ow you were totally drunk. You told me everything about those jaws. And if I remember correctly, it was only because of a glass of beer.
Exatra : ///// I was tricked, ok? I didn't even know it was beer. Ugh! The memory of it pains me.
Kouya : Hahah! It's all in the past now. What's now is now! I'm pretty sure that's what you also told me the day after the sleepover in your house.
Exatra : ///// GAH! Please don't remind me of it. I passed out right in front of you.
Kouya : Ok ok. Hahah! By the way, we're going to finish up with the others for tonight. Wanna join?
Exatra : Sure!
Just as Exatra was about to walk to the backstage, Kouya kissed him right on his right cheek. Exatra was stunned before turning hot red all across his body. Kouya only laughed at him. Well, the husky loves to tease the poor wolf from time to time.
Kouya : Hey, wolfy! How's it going?
Exatra : Heh! Nothing much. Great concert by the way. I could truly feel your passion.
Kouya : ///// Hahah! I never thought of that. So, why're you here all alone?
Exatra : I'm not alone. I'm with y... ///// It's crowded.
Kouya : What was that? I'm pretty sure you were about to say that you're wi...
Exatra : ///// OK OK! I just didn't want them to feel awkward around me because of this steel jaws on my left cheek.
Kouya : Hahah! I remember feeling quite weird when you approa...
Exatra : ///// Don't continue it! I'm still shocked our meeting was real. I must've been drunk that time.
Kouya : Ow you were totally drunk. You told me everything about those jaws. And if I remember correctly, it was only because of a glass of beer.
Exatra : ///// I was tricked, ok? I didn't even know it was beer. Ugh! The memory of it pains me.
Kouya : Hahah! It's all in the past now. What's now is now! I'm pretty sure that's what you also told me the day after the sleepover in your house.
Exatra : ///// GAH! Please don't remind me of it. I passed out right in front of you.
Kouya : Ok ok. Hahah! By the way, we're going to finish up with the others for tonight. Wanna join?
Exatra : Sure!
Just as Exatra was about to walk to the backstage, Kouya kissed him right on his right cheek. Exatra was stunned before turning hot red all across his body. Kouya only laughed at him. Well, the husky loves to tease the poor wolf from time to time.
After the concert
Kouya:huff.. Finally done...
Kyoya:*appear from behind and lick his neck*
Kouya:aaaaaaahhh... Kyoya!? /////
Kyoya:hehe good job and your so handsome aniki~
Kouya; kyoya... My sweet ototo... *hug kyoya happily*
Kyoya:*hug back*such puppy boy ehehehe~
Kouya://////hey!your the puppy boy!
Kyoya:ehehehe~*lift kouya and grin*
Kouya:h-huh!? ///// kyoya!?
# you want to have some fun at my mansion aniki~?
Kouya:///////...pls do...
Kyoya:*kiss kouya lips*my puppy aniki~
Kouya:*kiss back*hmmmph... Hnnnnghhh... //////
After that, kyoya lift his aniki and bring him back to his mansion for himself~
Kouya:huff.. Finally done...
Kyoya:*appear from behind and lick his neck*
Kouya:aaaaaaahhh... Kyoya!? /////
Kyoya:hehe good job and your so handsome aniki~
Kouya; kyoya... My sweet ototo... *hug kyoya happily*
Kyoya:*hug back*such puppy boy ehehehe~
Kouya://////hey!your the puppy boy!
Kyoya:ehehehe~*lift kouya and grin*
Kouya:h-huh!? ///// kyoya!?
# you want to have some fun at my mansion aniki~?
Kouya:///////...pls do...
Kyoya:*kiss kouya lips*my puppy aniki~
Kouya:*kiss back*hmmmph... Hnnnnghhh... //////
After that, kyoya lift his aniki and bring him back to his mansion for himself~
Kouya was going on about his day wondering if things would get better for him. He received an awards invite from the highest honors for his song rooftop memories and garnered an fanbase working on an soundtrack for an online game. Kris had been organizing interviews and music videos through the months and garnered an lot of attention through the remberance song done for Tatsumi, something he made public domain and many using as an video on depression and awareness of loss. The days going by and the two conversed over an drink trying to come up with ideas.
Kris: I think we should take some time off for now, with the award ceremony coming soon, we should take a breather and not try and overdo it.
Kouya: agreed its been fun for a long time but now, its totally getting to me. The fans, meetups, music, videos, interviews…..god I needed this night.
Kris: two weeks man, two weeks we can take and just relax for ourselves.
Kouya: id love to go to Kyoto and just relax in some hotsprings but its not really good to travel out of the city at this point is it?
Kris: fuck it, we need the rest and its not like were just trying to get by, were pretty good on timing and the amount of work needed, two weeks after the award ceremony then we can just backtrack and get organized again.
Kouya: I love that idea, thanks I should go ahead and……
Kris: I will handle everything we got the ceremony to think about, and we gotta rehearse the song for the opening remember.
Kouya: oh right the most memorable artist award is up for grabs this year, never thought id be picked to do the opening and get nominated.
Kris: why, your talented.
Kouya: dude, you know that song wasn’t exactly meant for fandom it was an meaningful song filled with the emotion ive felt for so many years.
Kris: that’s why its public domain, you didn’t wanna get any fame from it in Tatsumi name and it really spoke about what it means to lose an friend.
Kouya: I still think about him from time to time but it sometimes feels like im forgetting him.
Kris: no way you could ever forget a friend like that, you guys went through heaven and hell for one another and here you are.
Kouya: without him……
Kris: wrong…..hes always with you, in your art, your mind, and your soul……im certain everytime you write new songs hes in there watching and giving you advice no matter where he is. Cause deep down hes always gonna be with you.
Kouya: sorry…..just sometimes I feel like he should be here instead of me despite everything weve been through I know its not what he would want.
Kris: keep his memory alive and never back down from whom you are or what he valued in you to begin with, he was your best friend and will always be there in spirit.
The two look and chuckle as Kouya takes his guitar and strums it singing a new song he wrote for the ceremony.
Kris: another remembrance for him?
Kouya: more like an remembrance of where I came from……my life been ups and down all the time and now it appears its time to let out those feelings I felt so long ago.
Kris: your parents?
Kouya: yeah, one left without a word and the other failed to speak after it happened, talk about isolation within itself, like an mirror staring back at me.
Kris: those are powerful words.
Kouya: my dad didn’t even notice me leave my mother never called, so I assume she sees him in me and that’s fine…..i don’t need them to be happy.
Kris: I can tell your upset, you don’t need to hold out against them just because of guilt. Abandonment isn’t the victims fault all the time, you were a kid forced to grow on your own.
Kouya: id rather just work now, ill see you later.
Going to his room, he strums his guitar getting messages on his twitter about the show smiling that hes expected to do well.
Kouya: I should be optimistic, I cant write such dark lyics all the time, its not gonna help me push through anymore. At one point its only going to hinder me.
Getting an ping on his phone, Kris messages him about an letter coming in from the mail and messages him to ignore it.
Kouya: I don’t have time for fan mail right now, I can look at it later.
Kris: there isn’t any fanwork in it, it came from a woman named Mizure Kotomine? Seemed heavy its thick.
Kouya:……repeat the name please?
Kris: Mizure Kotomine?
Kouya: bring it up, I wanna read it in private.
Kris: okay then…..
Going up and giving the letter, Kris walks off taking an sip of his rum going down and few minutes later, he hears crashing from the above floor and rushes to Kouyas room, he sees him lashing out and slamming a book against the wall and sitting on his bed in distress.
Kris: whats wrong buddy!!?!?!
Kouya: the letter…..i thought she would of apologized or wanted to meet with me no she just laid down all the pain she made me feel for years.
Kris picks it up reading it and grips his hands.
Kris: “dear child, appears you’ve done nothing but make a mockery of the life you had. Your father was a mistake and you were the end result. You take pride in being in the fame but forget who brought you here. For that I have my disdain for you, in all reverence you deserve to wallow. Not one cent went to me or your family for the love we gave you. I have my mind to sue this company for its worth as my image is tarnished because you write about me abandoning you. If you remember I said it was because you had your fathers eyes. If you changed maybe I would of taken you from that home but for that may you know if I see another song about your so called “mother” I will sue you for everything.”
Kouya: good to know she gave a lot of love for me in the end….no more music about my life.
Kris: why though, why give into her, her name isn’t in it and she let you go at a young age. She signed away her paternal rights when you were a kid and now comes here looking for money, shes a scammer.
Kouya: I know I know but something in my mind that my dad……
Kris: what did your dad do that was so horrible.
Kouya: he worked long hours and spent more time…..with me than her….he always hugged me when I was sad and she was with her friends…..hed tuck….god damn…..
Kris: what?
Kouya: my mom was horrible, my dad fell apart thinking about what he did wrong but its her, its all her…..my fucking god why didn’t I see this!!!!
Kris: why not go to him?
Kouya: the ceremony……
Kris: its in a week, we use Fallen reflection the new single, premiere it early, you rehearsed it by heart and you go on to see him.
Taking the train out, he returned to his old hometown seeing the old neighbors waving and greeting him. Most still modest with the intent of welcoming him home for so long. He sees Mr. Okada standing outside his home, the cold winter air shining in and looks at him.
Kouya: Mr. Okada, its good to see you again.
Okada: Kouya, you look good as always….why you back so soon?
Kouya: I came to see my dad. I needed to talk to him about everything, its not like bad but…..my mom.
Okada: finally see it for what really happened. She was a bad one, her light faded soon after your dad married her, spoiling her everyday.
Kouya: let me ask him, I want to……
Okada: he cant Kouya…….something happened while you were away…..he fell ill and well hes not the same, something in his liver fucking his body up and theres not much.
Kouya: fuck….so im too late…..
Okada: come inside and see him, im sure he wants to see his son again.
Kouya: if hes not capable of telling me….
Okada: Kouya, he never blamed you for leaving, he blamed your mother. He was strict and always wanted to have you home cause he feared losing you. He felt he drove you away.
Kouya goes in seeing his dad in front of the tv laughing at the shows and walks over seeing him. His dad lets out an small smile and signs hello.
Kouya: what?
Okada: ive been keeping him company and teaching him asl, he wanted to able to communicate.
Sitting down Kouya tells his dad about the letter and his mother, apologizing for everything, seeing his father weeping and hugging him tight.
Okada: he doesn’t know what to say, he knew you never felt true remorse over he or your mother but it always felt hard trying to accept the blame as his own for your own good.
Kouya: I could never hate you for that.
Okada: his entire life been handed to him and your mother was the first real choice he ever made. The worst thing he could of done was choose to leave you.
Kouyas father gives him a tight hug proud of his son and points to the tv seeing the music video he made a while back. Okada puts his hand on Kouyas shoulder explaining everything.
Okada: he heard that song when he woke up from surgery, it had just come on and I was visiting so he smiled and pointed trying to ask if it was you. When I told him he shed nothing but tears.
Kouya looks seeing his father write something foldin it and placing it in his hand.
Okada: don’t read it until your home.
Kouya: I promise dad.
One more hug goodbye and Okada sees Kouya out as the two walk him to the train and talk.
Kouya: why have you been helping my dad so much mr.Okada?
Okada: I had no one left to care for since Tatsumi and your dad and I used to be best friends, I figured lonliness deserved company and so, ive been doing that.
Kouya: im coming back every chance I get to be with him, seeing him now. His changed so much from the strict master to an vulnerable man almost in an year.
Okada: your father went through a lot and supported your dream the minute he knew you left. Deep down there was something that sparked it was for the best.
Kouya: I got the perfect song that I can sing for him.
Okada: oh right the award ceremony, itll be live so im gonna ensure he watches.
Kouya sees the train coming and hugs Okada goodbye.
Okada: no matter how much pain there is, the flowers always bloom twice.
Looking outward the snow falls crisp in the air and stars contemplating his song. The time goes by and Kris welcomes him back late at night and gives him some coffee to warm him up.
Kouya: what an past year has been, no one contacted about dad and my mom is threatening legal action.
Kris: your dad came out with bad stuff but hes still alive and you know he supports you.
Kouya: had I been there…..
Kris: nothing would of happened it wouldn’t end up like this and you have no right to feel guilty.
Kouya: your right, you are so right. Im gonna perform fallen reflection but with new lyrics.
Kris: ill get the music board, you get the guitar.
The time of the ceremony came and Kouya was ready. Getting on stage the lights dimmed aimed under him as he stared at the open skylight and strummed his red guitar.
Kouya:
It was a time as old as days itself.
The way we shook and stood so still
You came into my gaze an open light.
What took it away in that solemn fight.
From my ears I see the bringing brought to my eye
The bashing door and harrowed hearts, hearing her walk away.
Your heart becamed strained and dwelled away from me to come
Let me in father, can you speak can you speak another word.
I miss the days I heard those crys even when it was yelled or tied.
Father can you see it was not our fault, another cast the strings to bring us down.
Hear me hear me, hear my final call. You are always with me father, always near.
Your quiet eyes enough to bring me to the direction in which I steer
A firm heart and solid mind was that you needed to keep me fine.
Even when in danger you held me close but soon the mirror shattered and souls revoked
Hear me father hear me father one last time, fight for me, care for me, let the past die.
The more I sought the more I found was the web of lies, entwined by a spoiled heiresses eyes.
Father please know this time its here and now, I miss the smile you used to share so hear me now hear me now one last time. Never give in and let this fight.
The crowd applauded as he got off to his seat, Kris hugging him and getting back to the attention. Being called up for memorable song, Kouya was ecstatic to earn the award and gave an hearfelt speech honoring the song and talking highly of his dad.
Kouya: the main raised me basically on his own for years and when the woman in his life left it was nothing but heartbreak but seeing it now, he still took the time to ensure I was safe and keep going coming here today and so I thank him, and my friend Tatsumi for the years being by my side good and bad. And special thanks to a good friend who pushed me through the darkest days for me to see myself as a new person. Thank you everyone.
Going back the night goes over so well, holding the note in his hand he reads it over. An picture of him and his father when he was a pup and enjoyed playing guitar with him.
Father note: don’t ever forget where you started, no matter how far you go or how deep you get, im always here with you.
Kris: I think we should take some time off for now, with the award ceremony coming soon, we should take a breather and not try and overdo it.
Kouya: agreed its been fun for a long time but now, its totally getting to me. The fans, meetups, music, videos, interviews…..god I needed this night.
Kris: two weeks man, two weeks we can take and just relax for ourselves.
Kouya: id love to go to Kyoto and just relax in some hotsprings but its not really good to travel out of the city at this point is it?
Kris: fuck it, we need the rest and its not like were just trying to get by, were pretty good on timing and the amount of work needed, two weeks after the award ceremony then we can just backtrack and get organized again.
Kouya: I love that idea, thanks I should go ahead and……
Kris: I will handle everything we got the ceremony to think about, and we gotta rehearse the song for the opening remember.
Kouya: oh right the most memorable artist award is up for grabs this year, never thought id be picked to do the opening and get nominated.
Kris: why, your talented.
Kouya: dude, you know that song wasn’t exactly meant for fandom it was an meaningful song filled with the emotion ive felt for so many years.
Kris: that’s why its public domain, you didn’t wanna get any fame from it in Tatsumi name and it really spoke about what it means to lose an friend.
Kouya: I still think about him from time to time but it sometimes feels like im forgetting him.
Kris: no way you could ever forget a friend like that, you guys went through heaven and hell for one another and here you are.
Kouya: without him……
Kris: wrong…..hes always with you, in your art, your mind, and your soul……im certain everytime you write new songs hes in there watching and giving you advice no matter where he is. Cause deep down hes always gonna be with you.
Kouya: sorry…..just sometimes I feel like he should be here instead of me despite everything weve been through I know its not what he would want.
Kris: keep his memory alive and never back down from whom you are or what he valued in you to begin with, he was your best friend and will always be there in spirit.
The two look and chuckle as Kouya takes his guitar and strums it singing a new song he wrote for the ceremony.
Kris: another remembrance for him?
Kouya: more like an remembrance of where I came from……my life been ups and down all the time and now it appears its time to let out those feelings I felt so long ago.
Kris: your parents?
Kouya: yeah, one left without a word and the other failed to speak after it happened, talk about isolation within itself, like an mirror staring back at me.
Kris: those are powerful words.
Kouya: my dad didn’t even notice me leave my mother never called, so I assume she sees him in me and that’s fine…..i don’t need them to be happy.
Kris: I can tell your upset, you don’t need to hold out against them just because of guilt. Abandonment isn’t the victims fault all the time, you were a kid forced to grow on your own.
Kouya: id rather just work now, ill see you later.
Going to his room, he strums his guitar getting messages on his twitter about the show smiling that hes expected to do well.
Kouya: I should be optimistic, I cant write such dark lyics all the time, its not gonna help me push through anymore. At one point its only going to hinder me.
Getting an ping on his phone, Kris messages him about an letter coming in from the mail and messages him to ignore it.
Kouya: I don’t have time for fan mail right now, I can look at it later.
Kris: there isn’t any fanwork in it, it came from a woman named Mizure Kotomine? Seemed heavy its thick.
Kouya:……repeat the name please?
Kris: Mizure Kotomine?
Kouya: bring it up, I wanna read it in private.
Kris: okay then…..
Going up and giving the letter, Kris walks off taking an sip of his rum going down and few minutes later, he hears crashing from the above floor and rushes to Kouyas room, he sees him lashing out and slamming a book against the wall and sitting on his bed in distress.
Kris: whats wrong buddy!!?!?!
Kouya: the letter…..i thought she would of apologized or wanted to meet with me no she just laid down all the pain she made me feel for years.
Kris picks it up reading it and grips his hands.
Kris: “dear child, appears you’ve done nothing but make a mockery of the life you had. Your father was a mistake and you were the end result. You take pride in being in the fame but forget who brought you here. For that I have my disdain for you, in all reverence you deserve to wallow. Not one cent went to me or your family for the love we gave you. I have my mind to sue this company for its worth as my image is tarnished because you write about me abandoning you. If you remember I said it was because you had your fathers eyes. If you changed maybe I would of taken you from that home but for that may you know if I see another song about your so called “mother” I will sue you for everything.”
Kouya: good to know she gave a lot of love for me in the end….no more music about my life.
Kris: why though, why give into her, her name isn’t in it and she let you go at a young age. She signed away her paternal rights when you were a kid and now comes here looking for money, shes a scammer.
Kouya: I know I know but something in my mind that my dad……
Kris: what did your dad do that was so horrible.
Kouya: he worked long hours and spent more time…..with me than her….he always hugged me when I was sad and she was with her friends…..hed tuck….god damn…..
Kris: what?
Kouya: my mom was horrible, my dad fell apart thinking about what he did wrong but its her, its all her…..my fucking god why didn’t I see this!!!!
Kris: why not go to him?
Kouya: the ceremony……
Kris: its in a week, we use Fallen reflection the new single, premiere it early, you rehearsed it by heart and you go on to see him.
Taking the train out, he returned to his old hometown seeing the old neighbors waving and greeting him. Most still modest with the intent of welcoming him home for so long. He sees Mr. Okada standing outside his home, the cold winter air shining in and looks at him.
Kouya: Mr. Okada, its good to see you again.
Okada: Kouya, you look good as always….why you back so soon?
Kouya: I came to see my dad. I needed to talk to him about everything, its not like bad but…..my mom.
Okada: finally see it for what really happened. She was a bad one, her light faded soon after your dad married her, spoiling her everyday.
Kouya: let me ask him, I want to……
Okada: he cant Kouya…….something happened while you were away…..he fell ill and well hes not the same, something in his liver fucking his body up and theres not much.
Kouya: fuck….so im too late…..
Okada: come inside and see him, im sure he wants to see his son again.
Kouya: if hes not capable of telling me….
Okada: Kouya, he never blamed you for leaving, he blamed your mother. He was strict and always wanted to have you home cause he feared losing you. He felt he drove you away.
Kouya goes in seeing his dad in front of the tv laughing at the shows and walks over seeing him. His dad lets out an small smile and signs hello.
Kouya: what?
Okada: ive been keeping him company and teaching him asl, he wanted to able to communicate.
Sitting down Kouya tells his dad about the letter and his mother, apologizing for everything, seeing his father weeping and hugging him tight.
Okada: he doesn’t know what to say, he knew you never felt true remorse over he or your mother but it always felt hard trying to accept the blame as his own for your own good.
Kouya: I could never hate you for that.
Okada: his entire life been handed to him and your mother was the first real choice he ever made. The worst thing he could of done was choose to leave you.
Kouyas father gives him a tight hug proud of his son and points to the tv seeing the music video he made a while back. Okada puts his hand on Kouyas shoulder explaining everything.
Okada: he heard that song when he woke up from surgery, it had just come on and I was visiting so he smiled and pointed trying to ask if it was you. When I told him he shed nothing but tears.
Kouya looks seeing his father write something foldin it and placing it in his hand.
Okada: don’t read it until your home.
Kouya: I promise dad.
One more hug goodbye and Okada sees Kouya out as the two walk him to the train and talk.
Kouya: why have you been helping my dad so much mr.Okada?
Okada: I had no one left to care for since Tatsumi and your dad and I used to be best friends, I figured lonliness deserved company and so, ive been doing that.
Kouya: im coming back every chance I get to be with him, seeing him now. His changed so much from the strict master to an vulnerable man almost in an year.
Okada: your father went through a lot and supported your dream the minute he knew you left. Deep down there was something that sparked it was for the best.
Kouya: I got the perfect song that I can sing for him.
Okada: oh right the award ceremony, itll be live so im gonna ensure he watches.
Kouya sees the train coming and hugs Okada goodbye.
Okada: no matter how much pain there is, the flowers always bloom twice.
Looking outward the snow falls crisp in the air and stars contemplating his song. The time goes by and Kris welcomes him back late at night and gives him some coffee to warm him up.
Kouya: what an past year has been, no one contacted about dad and my mom is threatening legal action.
Kris: your dad came out with bad stuff but hes still alive and you know he supports you.
Kouya: had I been there…..
Kris: nothing would of happened it wouldn’t end up like this and you have no right to feel guilty.
Kouya: your right, you are so right. Im gonna perform fallen reflection but with new lyrics.
Kris: ill get the music board, you get the guitar.
The time of the ceremony came and Kouya was ready. Getting on stage the lights dimmed aimed under him as he stared at the open skylight and strummed his red guitar.
Kouya:
It was a time as old as days itself.
The way we shook and stood so still
You came into my gaze an open light.
What took it away in that solemn fight.
From my ears I see the bringing brought to my eye
The bashing door and harrowed hearts, hearing her walk away.
Your heart becamed strained and dwelled away from me to come
Let me in father, can you speak can you speak another word.
I miss the days I heard those crys even when it was yelled or tied.
Father can you see it was not our fault, another cast the strings to bring us down.
Hear me hear me, hear my final call. You are always with me father, always near.
Your quiet eyes enough to bring me to the direction in which I steer
A firm heart and solid mind was that you needed to keep me fine.
Even when in danger you held me close but soon the mirror shattered and souls revoked
Hear me father hear me father one last time, fight for me, care for me, let the past die.
The more I sought the more I found was the web of lies, entwined by a spoiled heiresses eyes.
Father please know this time its here and now, I miss the smile you used to share so hear me now hear me now one last time. Never give in and let this fight.
The crowd applauded as he got off to his seat, Kris hugging him and getting back to the attention. Being called up for memorable song, Kouya was ecstatic to earn the award and gave an hearfelt speech honoring the song and talking highly of his dad.
Kouya: the main raised me basically on his own for years and when the woman in his life left it was nothing but heartbreak but seeing it now, he still took the time to ensure I was safe and keep going coming here today and so I thank him, and my friend Tatsumi for the years being by my side good and bad. And special thanks to a good friend who pushed me through the darkest days for me to see myself as a new person. Thank you everyone.
Going back the night goes over so well, holding the note in his hand he reads it over. An picture of him and his father when he was a pup and enjoyed playing guitar with him.
Father note: don’t ever forget where you started, no matter how far you go or how deep you get, im always here with you.
With more than 12,000 words, the 3rd chapter continue from the previous stories is grandly presented.
The beginning tells about the busy work of Kouya and you, and you two want to take rest.
It is very similar to my current situation. I also want to find some time to rest.
I'm still not sure if I have time to celebrate Chrismas and New year in the furry world....XD
In the middle, they talked about Kouya’s past and his parents.
I can understand Kouya's pain in the divorce of family.
Glad to see Mr. Okada and you have been with Kouya all the time.
Let him survive the low tide of these negative emotions and depression
The last lyrics, Kouya affectionately transforms his mind into beautiful songs.
Express his thoughts and ideas to his father
I dunno if this story would have the next episode, but even if it was finished here, it is quite beautiful works.
I think Kouya's performance life trilogy has been fully presented by you XD
Very great, epic and amazing!
Thanks for writing, Blitz~~! *hugs* you can get 1 bear point~~!
BP: 5
The beginning tells about the busy work of Kouya and you, and you two want to take rest.
It is very similar to my current situation. I also want to find some time to rest.
I'm still not sure if I have time to celebrate Chrismas and New year in the furry world....XD
In the middle, they talked about Kouya’s past and his parents.
I can understand Kouya's pain in the divorce of family.
Glad to see Mr. Okada and you have been with Kouya all the time.
Let him survive the low tide of these negative emotions and depression
The last lyrics, Kouya affectionately transforms his mind into beautiful songs.
Express his thoughts and ideas to his father
I dunno if this story would have the next episode, but even if it was finished here, it is quite beautiful works.
I think Kouya's performance life trilogy has been fully presented by you XD
Very great, epic and amazing!
Thanks for writing, Blitz~~! *hugs* you can get 1 bear point~~!
BP: 5
I like lyrics of Oblivion. Beautiful, meanful and amazing///
I don't know why when I was reading these lyrics, I unconsciously have some melody in my mind.
I believe that the other two songs would also bring his memories with Hiro and the atmosphere from the ocean.
Thanks for writing, Eric~~! *hugs* you can get 1 bear point~~!
BP:7
I don't know why when I was reading these lyrics, I unconsciously have some melody in my mind.
I believe that the other two songs would also bring his memories with Hiro and the atmosphere from the ocean.
Thanks for writing, Eric~~! *hugs* you can get 1 bear point~~!
BP:7
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