As time goes on, sometimes you can't help but think that everything you know is changing all the time.
Sometimes you feel it by seasonal changes, other times it is done when your emotions pick up upon it.
In ways you can't help but to keep thinking of what it is you feel you are missing out in this world.
In ways it may be with people you know and wish you would want to understand more from, other times it just may be because of something you feel is not right or wrong in this society.
But overall you just got to roll with it and just try to do what you can for now, because things will change once again and you may be prepared for it.


As for this artwork here, I took a bold approach and did everything with just pen and ink on my drawing in making this scene. No renderings from Photoshop or Illustrator at all to make the background you see except for the coloring.

Autumn seasons have always been my hardest times of the year through out my history, especially in with the month of October where a lot of harsh events took place upon me, my family, and even with people we know personally. So this art was a complete self reflection as to how I am feeling right now. Things will get better later of course.