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Slowly Fading...
Ria, is not just a character. She symbolizes my hopes and dreams in life. So now I am losing these hopes and dreams because of my current life, is just like Jay is losing his dream girl.
Nowadays, as a grow older, hopes and dreams that I got when I was younger, were replaced by doubt, sadness, depression, overthinking, sexual anxiety, future anxiety, fear of death and fear of to die doing nothing, and sort of life that holds me. I think, being an adult in a poor circumstances in life make me lose my mind. I think I am really vulnerable and thinking that maybe, I don't have a choice but to live the same fate as my mother did, already gave up her dreams.
All of the times I really wish to make a change and to help myself, but most of time all I can see is bad luck, and self condemnation (or really destiny is condemning me). I see myself, in a time loop, nothing's changing, except my age.
If I can only bring Ria back... Even though she's only a character, she's important for a single guy like me.
Jay, Ria, City_Feathers and drawing © 2018 Jhamar L. B.
Nowadays, as a grow older, hopes and dreams that I got when I was younger, were replaced by doubt, sadness, depression, overthinking, sexual anxiety, future anxiety, fear of death and fear of to die doing nothing, and sort of life that holds me. I think, being an adult in a poor circumstances in life make me lose my mind. I think I am really vulnerable and thinking that maybe, I don't have a choice but to live the same fate as my mother did, already gave up her dreams.
All of the times I really wish to make a change and to help myself, but most of time all I can see is bad luck, and self condemnation (or really destiny is condemning me). I see myself, in a time loop, nothing's changing, except my age.
If I can only bring Ria back... Even though she's only a character, she's important for a single guy like me.
Jay, Ria, City_Feathers and drawing © 2018 Jhamar L. B.
Category Artwork (Digital) / General Furry Art
Species Avian (Other)
Size 700 x 1200px
File Size 354.2 kB
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I know. Exactly. What you mean.
Sometimes it feels like I've gotten myself in a rut because nobody taught me how to be an adult. I feel like I've been cheated out of a good life because people assumed I could never be capable of a normal life at a young age.
I was a quiet person, still am kinda. So it's hard to find the right words to vent this kind of stuff, so thanks for writing this. Makes me remember I'm not the only one, hopefully when you read this, you'll feel the same.
Sometimes it feels like I've gotten myself in a rut because nobody taught me how to be an adult. I feel like I've been cheated out of a good life because people assumed I could never be capable of a normal life at a young age.
I was a quiet person, still am kinda. So it's hard to find the right words to vent this kind of stuff, so thanks for writing this. Makes me remember I'm not the only one, hopefully when you read this, you'll feel the same.
I know that same feeling.
The best we can do is remind ourselves that it's not over until we say it's over.
That we deserve to be loved no matter how old we get or how much we beat ourselves up.
And surprisingly, we can find ourselves moving forward.
I'm 22 and have never found a girl yet who fell in love with me the way I fell in love with her,
but I know that somewhere...somehow...she's out there. And that I can reach for her.
And even if I seem alone, there's a shocking amount of people today who care about me and
if they could reach through the screen would hug me.
Let Retsuko says: "Life is a series of exaggerations and dissapointments....
...but everyday, we grow a little bit stronger."
The best we can do is remind ourselves that it's not over until we say it's over.
That we deserve to be loved no matter how old we get or how much we beat ourselves up.
And surprisingly, we can find ourselves moving forward.
I'm 22 and have never found a girl yet who fell in love with me the way I fell in love with her,
but I know that somewhere...somehow...she's out there. And that I can reach for her.
And even if I seem alone, there's a shocking amount of people today who care about me and
if they could reach through the screen would hug me.
Let Retsuko says: "Life is a series of exaggerations and dissapointments....
...but everyday, we grow a little bit stronger."
Brother, Im having same feeling as you, dont forget whatever happens there are people who is here to support you Im same affraid to the future, my mom doesn´t hear me when i talk to her she almost every day listen to her music and do her stuff. I need to tell you have got a future in front of you we maybe think we have in front a door it has a sign it says its closed. listen Im your brother since 2014 you were one of my non-conflictive brothere i never had. you at least did an big effort to make me smile and if you can make your big EZ bro smile that means you still got a life in front of you I know you are passing one of the hardest situation of your life Im living it too my college left me without studies for more than 6 months only my teacher was an ***hole to me he hadnt any desire to teach us but I tried to follow my road by the support of my friends i call my family. I know things are hard bro but life has high and bass. remember you are not alone We are here to support you.
*hugs* remember not to give up if you got a dream just keep trying your best look at me there are a lot of times I wanted to give up but I kept going because I still believe in myself
I Still believe in you EZ Bro
*hugs* remember not to give up if you got a dream just keep trying your best look at me there are a lot of times I wanted to give up but I kept going because I still believe in myself
I Still believe in you EZ Bro
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