I'm just feel like i'm nothing, no matter what i do, even my males Ocs sometimes are quite more important than myself..

They only want big beefy sexy men to see, because i'm not a pretty woman, or clever, or sexy (impossible to me) or anything. Because i'm just a normal, boring, casual, ugly and fat woman... that's what lots of people say to me in real life or even in internet..

Because they always want the perfect face, the perfect beautiful face, with the perfect hair, with the perfect sexy body, of a perfect sexy woman..

Because, being myself it is not right.. because being myself, like i like being, it is something that i shoudln't be proud... because i'm nothing.

That's why i'm never enough for this world and i will never be. I got it world, i learnt the lesson, better late than never.