Sooo, this could be called a vent art of sorts? Last year I've hit something weird and that made the world weird for me. I think that I love hanging out with people and it was always fun and joyful to do so but it suddenly started taking the best out of me, costing more and more of my mental energy.

 bablog helped me let what I was (am?) going through out and put it into a piece of art. I can't thank her enough for she understood me perfectly and the commission process was such a great experience and on top of that I received this picture. It was so worth every cent, seriously... go and try throwing money at her yourself! 😁

To sum this piece down, I still go out and hang out but sometimes I get all wonky and bland and then spiral into feeling guilty for not keeping up with my original pace which tire me even more, whoops.