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Ok *sigh*
This is a vent art, i wanna thank to my friend that made this art and helped me express what i'm feeling lately.
Sometimes is hard for me to feel a little disconnected from my spiritual side. This is not the first time that I don't feel him inside of me. But, in a way I am used to it... in a way.
This being "aka mewtwo" was always been my spiritual guide, my soul, my inner. Since I was little (even before pokemon was even born), I always had in my thoughts, emotions and in my energy inside my body.
The first time that i felt disconnected this way, was when I had 22 years old on my second deep depression. Was horrible.
He suddenly appeared 2 years later, was a very welcoming feeling being connected to him again.
The last time that i felt him leaving again was last year (2017), even I had a dream that he was saying goodbye to me, like he was try to say that this is not over but something was separating us spiritually once more! I still wandering even today why this happen.
When I'm connected to him, I fell always a deep warm feeling, sometimes even energy like chills coming from my spine in to my head when I felt him in the moment. I always dreamed with him almost everyday, he help me be what I'm today, I can say that it was my guide, like a philosopher. With out him I probably had been a completely different person has a human being.
This art express a little what I fell, mewtwo is there trying to reach me, the ball of light is me has spirit also trying to reach him too.
Both are trying to sync, to fell and to connect spiritually to each other once more.
Wanna thank for those who read this, probably you don't have a clue what I probably talking about in terms of felling, maybe you see me has crazy or insane, for those who knows me, i thanks also your empathy about my situation.
Wanna thanks to
hawkwingsterzo for making this art possible, to be able to express this situation.
Maybe in the future i will consider to make a mini comic about my first encounter with him "mewtwo". I really loved to had that express too.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-gA3H3clEqk
This is a vent art, i wanna thank to my friend that made this art and helped me express what i'm feeling lately.
Sometimes is hard for me to feel a little disconnected from my spiritual side. This is not the first time that I don't feel him inside of me. But, in a way I am used to it... in a way.
This being "aka mewtwo" was always been my spiritual guide, my soul, my inner. Since I was little (even before pokemon was even born), I always had in my thoughts, emotions and in my energy inside my body.
The first time that i felt disconnected this way, was when I had 22 years old on my second deep depression. Was horrible.
He suddenly appeared 2 years later, was a very welcoming feeling being connected to him again.
The last time that i felt him leaving again was last year (2017), even I had a dream that he was saying goodbye to me, like he was try to say that this is not over but something was separating us spiritually once more! I still wandering even today why this happen.
When I'm connected to him, I fell always a deep warm feeling, sometimes even energy like chills coming from my spine in to my head when I felt him in the moment. I always dreamed with him almost everyday, he help me be what I'm today, I can say that it was my guide, like a philosopher. With out him I probably had been a completely different person has a human being.
This art express a little what I fell, mewtwo is there trying to reach me, the ball of light is me has spirit also trying to reach him too.
Both are trying to sync, to fell and to connect spiritually to each other once more.
Wanna thank for those who read this, probably you don't have a clue what I probably talking about in terms of felling, maybe you see me has crazy or insane, for those who knows me, i thanks also your empathy about my situation.
Wanna thanks to
hawkwingsterzo for making this art possible, to be able to express this situation.Maybe in the future i will consider to make a mini comic about my first encounter with him "mewtwo". I really loved to had that express too.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-gA3H3clEqk
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I do have a small clue about your feelings. There is no shame in feeling connected to a "spiritual being" if it gives you the strength to accomplish something that you wouldn't normally do because yourself feel to "weak" to do this. Thanks for this statement. (And sorry for my bad English).
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