"Is it worth it?"

Being an alpha sure isn't all it's cracked up to be :x Inspired from some role-playing done earliar of my Shakou-butt feeling jaded.

You know, I certainly don't live in a fantasy world, and am more then able to the tell the difference between reality and make believe, but for some of my OLD old characters, like Shakou, I can't help but sometimes feel a little jaded and sad myself when they are going through rough times. Ah well x3