zen is surprising such a huge piece of me i feel like he's too nostalgic of a character for me to ever really part from (he was my main fursona for................actually he still is my main fursona who are we kidding i'd wear the fuck out of a fursuit if he had one) i am rambling because i 1. have too many fursonas and waste my time talking about my ocs to the point where i feel annoying but thats ok 2. no ones really gonna read this anyways (thank you if you do i appreciate you) anyways. only true messiah fans know this motherfucker lol he was all i used on chatlands and deviantart for almost 3 years, i got banned from chatlands under the username 'zen' for posting a link to lemonparty a few years ago made my braindead account and never looked back......he and (also talking about chatlands) reminds me that, i've known someone for over 7 years now... (my ex gf) and although i dont keep in contact with her regularly (we stopped really talking back in 2015 after my Ex bf had his little..fiasco. im not gonna get into that) we still text each other happy birthday every year and i think that's neat. it's funny how you can form relationships with people like that over the internet. i love it.