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Does this need a lot of explanation? Fwooo.
Ok so I've dealt with depression since I was a child. Mild to moderate anxiety is something I have always had. When friends ask me how I deal with a panic attack I have no real helpful answers. "You just ride it out. Breathing helps, crying helps, but you deal with it and it goes away eventually."
The words in the background are things I say. Things I think. Things that cross my mind just about everyday. I have more bad than good days. The longest 'streak' I've had was after I commissioned this piece with a total of 9 days of good. I was shocked when I opened my mood tracking app and realized I had gone a full week and change without having an 'episode'. That... that just doesn't happen. I live with it every day. It doesn't change much. I only know that I'm getting worse when I can't keep it in check at work. When the cracks begin and it starts showing through.
Starvinartmajor is an amazing artist who was incredibly easy to talk to and chat with. They took my emotionally written, jagged description of what I wanted and turned it into something that took the weight off of my chest. I breathed a sigh of relief for the first time in weeks when they sent me the link to the finished piece.
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Ok so I've dealt with depression since I was a child. Mild to moderate anxiety is something I have always had. When friends ask me how I deal with a panic attack I have no real helpful answers. "You just ride it out. Breathing helps, crying helps, but you deal with it and it goes away eventually."
The words in the background are things I say. Things I think. Things that cross my mind just about everyday. I have more bad than good days. The longest 'streak' I've had was after I commissioned this piece with a total of 9 days of good. I was shocked when I opened my mood tracking app and realized I had gone a full week and change without having an 'episode'. That... that just doesn't happen. I live with it every day. It doesn't change much. I only know that I'm getting worse when I can't keep it in check at work. When the cracks begin and it starts showing through.
Starvinartmajor is an amazing artist who was incredibly easy to talk to and chat with. They took my emotionally written, jagged description of what I wanted and turned it into something that took the weight off of my chest. I breathed a sigh of relief for the first time in weeks when they sent me the link to the finished piece.
Original here: Here
Bubbles © Me
Art ©
starvinartmajor
Category Artwork (Digital) / General Furry Art
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 1280 x 960px
File Size 250.3 kB
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I know how you feel and to be honest, it's not that easy to recover from stuff like that, but I just want to let you know that you're not alone and there's always another chance to improve and recover from the horrible experiences that we had in the past... we just have to stay determined
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