I drew this cuz they kicked me out while they had to do some test to daddy. He only has six months to a year left with me. His heart is almost dead, only ten percent still works. The hospital in ohio for cardio is huuuge and awesome. It was pretty nice there, but they could only put one stint in and...well, for his three week stay there, we thought he may die there, but he got to come home. Some days he does good...he moves a bit without too much help and others, he's getting sick and looks grey. I find myself crying often and my bipolar swings are either rage or depression as of late and I go outside to destroy something I got from goodwill for venting...or to just scream and not startle daddy. I also scream into my pillow.

XD I used to bite the ear of my bunny doll, Pinky when I cried...but she is much too old now and would die if I did it. Yeah, I tried chewing the ears of many of my stuffies, but nothing really compares to the comfort she gave. This is just a tender moment between Red and her daddy, Kai. She knows he's suffering greatly and fading. He knows he'll rest eternally soon...but he also knows he'll leave her all alone, nobody to 'watch over' her or to 'take care of' her, as all daddies like to put.

I must add Kai's wings folded when I digitalize it and then this goes to scraps, yay!