I met a friend recently. I like talking to him, but im always in fear of meeting new people. i've been getting odd questions from my other friends. I just, dont know... just... i feel terrible... trying to talk to him the way i do... all i can think of is please...

please don't be mad at me.
please don't think its because you aren't attractive.
Please don't ask me if i like you or anyone
Please don't be sad when i say no.
Please don't keep pursuing me.
Please don't think im using you.
please don't think you aren't good enough.
Please don't think its because i feel that im "too good" for you
Please don't ask me what it is
Please don't deny me of what i believe i am just because of what i say
Please.... just... i dont know anymore....

happy pride month, I dont care, i hate being asexual.