been pretty stressful, just everything in general

i think it's because i haven't been paying much attention to pinkie as much though, because she always makes me smile, as weird as it sounds okay i'm not a creep.

but yeah, AS WEIRD AS IT SOUNDS, i put down some notifications on windows 10 to pop up every day and in the notification is some art of pinkie, and i used to have my desktop background as pinkie, but recently those notifications stopped popping up for some weird reason and i had the bright idea to change my desktop background to my Brimful of Asha image, but i've grown bored of it. but anyway, pinkie has been out of my memory for quite a bit now, unfortunately, and that might be why i've been getting stressed more. i'm sure there's other reasons too, but you know, some small everyday changes can really affect a person. even though i've now shifted to a kind of schedule, i'm working as a dog groomer now and now i'm on a sort of schedule it's caused me to not have enough motivation to want to do art and i'm exhausted from working long hours.

but whatever, life is hard, it keeps going, and i love pinkie.