I have no mood to draw anything. Continuous depression, dressed with apathy. I want to change something in my life, but only bad thoughts come. I do not have anybody left to tell me what's going on. I am very sad and lonely. The program in which I create most of the art works has ceased to work ... It's a trifle, but I'm more frightened that soon I can lose my only computer, but I have absolutely no money for a new one. And then the full ass will come.