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I started searching for different places, different people, and different things. It all just sort of put me in greater dispositions and life just grew further unstable. I started...hrm..letting things slip away from me. Whether it was people, opportunities, even my own art and stories.
Things that could have been meaningful, I began to lose my desire to take a chance on them. After awhile I just wanted to sleep more. But I couldn't sleep long at all. I had to be strong. I had to use what time I had to create messages and experiences!....Some started to notice that, and they'd tell me to slow down or to take my time.
But I couldn't afford to do that. I really should have done that. I felt myself bending and breaking, but something began happening...
I became afraid to even talk about my problems. How stressed, and terrified, and tired I had become. I couldn't...trust in anyone anymore. I couldn't be vulnerable otherwise..people would just go away because I was a problem. I've always been a problem. I just...slowly began folding in on myself and working more...and more...and more..
I started searching for different places, different people, and different things. It all just sort of put me in greater dispositions and life just grew further unstable. I started...hrm..letting things slip away from me. Whether it was people, opportunities, even my own art and stories.
Things that could have been meaningful, I began to lose my desire to take a chance on them. After awhile I just wanted to sleep more. But I couldn't sleep long at all. I had to be strong. I had to use what time I had to create messages and experiences!....Some started to notice that, and they'd tell me to slow down or to take my time.
But I couldn't afford to do that. I really should have done that. I felt myself bending and breaking, but something began happening...
I became afraid to even talk about my problems. How stressed, and terrified, and tired I had become. I couldn't...trust in anyone anymore. I couldn't be vulnerable otherwise..people would just go away because I was a problem. I've always been a problem. I just...slowly began folding in on myself and working more...and more...and more..
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I've needed a comic or... something like this for a long time, something that says the things I find myself literally unable to, even though I need to. Maybe it'll turn around if there are paged past this that aren't up yet, I don't know yet.
But, so far, all I can say is: Thank you.
But, so far, all I can say is: Thank you.
God this all rings so true with my experience the past few years. Not all the same, and not all in the same order, but mostly. Shittier and shittier employment, finances, growing isolation because all the people at the bottom do is booze it up and waste their time on garbage. You feel like you're going insane, and even more so because it feels like you're the only one that can't do it, can't figure things out, can't fit in. But really there's nothing wrong with you. You're just out of place.
That's always what your stuff has done for me though Shane, make me feel a little less insane, a little less alone. So thank you.
That's always what your stuff has done for me though Shane, make me feel a little less insane, a little less alone. So thank you.
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