Hmmmmmm...... Whats the powder do? *peeks in the boxy*

The powders... Each vile she takes maybe once or more a day, depending on her mood, and mixes it in a drink. Only about two or three of the viles are risky and the rest is just tasteless, harmless powder. But the three or so viles contain a powerful poison.

O.O Oh my...... So its like Russian roulette? The thrill of the danger adds to the excitement?

Nah, She is just suicidal but doesnt want to just end it. She wants to find more of something to live for yet she still wants the risk of dieing.

O.O" Maybe if she met my enormous sea-sponge Spongy......... or had an orgy of sexies..... hmmmm....... or maybe I should take this *takes the boxy* and do this *throws it into the ocean* yay!

She has a hidden supply. And she is married with many lovers. She fucks who she wants and does what she wants, because she doesn't care anymore. She was born to a noble family, you see, but she fell in love with a common sheep herder. But even though she was in love and happy, her father 'sold' her into marriage as they did in her era and she was forced to marry another rich man (Who was a horrible, ugly, wretched, wife-beating, pig of a man.)
She still loved the common boy though, and often spent time with him just talking. When he husband noticed this, though, he had the man murdered right before her eyes. After that, she just didnt care anymore because she was forced into royal servitude as a wife. All she was there for was for show, and to breed and take care of the children -- trying to give him sons. What he doesnt know though, is that her two sons are actually her and her lovers (not the common boy, just one of the men she fucks around with) and not his.

How sad!!! ;_; *hugs her and gives her as much luff as I can*

*giggles*