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This was all a very recent, very vivid delusion and set of hallucinations I experienced, brought on by the recent stresses and confusion presented. I saw this all, felt it all and at the time seemed to understand it all. Though now I guess it was all just a silly daydream... Anyways, I chose to almost make it a story....and I like poems that way. Enjoy.
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Im somewhere between paranoid and disorganized schizophrenia.
Apart from that I have been diagnosed with MDD (unsure of the type), ADD, and unofficially, whatever makes me jittery and have small bursts of sudden emotion (litterally like three seconds long of sudden extremes.)
Apart from that I have been diagnosed with MDD (unsure of the type), ADD, and unofficially, whatever makes me jittery and have small bursts of sudden emotion (litterally like three seconds long of sudden extremes.)
I'm diagnosed with Paranoid Schizophrenia. I also have aggression issues and emotional issues (though I have them under control for the most part), and ADHD. I probably have a bunch of other shit, but I am not sure XD
It's nice to be able to talk to someone who actually has some of the same "things" I do ^_^
It's nice to be able to talk to someone who actually has some of the same "things" I do ^_^
hurr.
I get flashes of rage or sudden lamenting over nothing.
It leaves immediately after.
When Im stressed out enough, those come with visions of me cracking someone's head open with a hammer in 1st person view.
Thankfully >n> I have will power and enough sense to know I shouldn't and I didn't.
I get flashes of rage or sudden lamenting over nothing.
It leaves immediately after.
When Im stressed out enough, those come with visions of me cracking someone's head open with a hammer in 1st person view.
Thankfully >n> I have will power and enough sense to know I shouldn't and I didn't.
I mostly have hallucinations at night. But I have minor ones during the day.
For instance, my brain makes me think some customers will come out of walls or someone's calling me.
I only have bad ones every blue moon unless Im REALLY stressed out. Thankfully not usually.
The only "Stress" is the MDD which is why I socialize a lot to distract myself from illegitimate self loathing.
For instance, my brain makes me think some customers will come out of walls or someone's calling me.
I only have bad ones every blue moon unless Im REALLY stressed out. Thankfully not usually.
The only "Stress" is the MDD which is why I socialize a lot to distract myself from illegitimate self loathing.
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