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Fuck.
I go to group therapy for my anxiety, which was caused by OCD that wasn't diagnosed until recently. I'm on medication that's supposed to control that. It's... wooooorkiiiing? But I just feel so off and strange. Like I'm emotionally stunted. Sort of. I can't quite tell.
I can still laugh, I still enjoy some stuff, I still like butts. But...
I have a lot of confusing feelings right now. Like before I started this, I was fighting my anxiety so goddamn much. And now I have the chance to let that go, but so much of myself was wrapped up in that and it's like. It drove so much of my motivation and now that I feel it leaving, I feel kind of hollow.
They did tell me I could lower the medication dosage, even though it's already a pretty low dose. But they wanted me to stay on the current amount for a couple more days to see how I do. So I guess I just have to keep riding it out for a while, but I kinda hate it because I feel like I don't... want anything, I don't feel desire towards much.
And that's just killing me right now.
and I kinda wanted to draw Haley again, because as a starbabby centered around emotion and compassion, this is really hard.
I go to group therapy for my anxiety, which was caused by OCD that wasn't diagnosed until recently. I'm on medication that's supposed to control that. It's... wooooorkiiiing? But I just feel so off and strange. Like I'm emotionally stunted. Sort of. I can't quite tell.
I can still laugh, I still enjoy some stuff, I still like butts. But...
I have a lot of confusing feelings right now. Like before I started this, I was fighting my anxiety so goddamn much. And now I have the chance to let that go, but so much of myself was wrapped up in that and it's like. It drove so much of my motivation and now that I feel it leaving, I feel kind of hollow.
They did tell me I could lower the medication dosage, even though it's already a pretty low dose. But they wanted me to stay on the current amount for a couple more days to see how I do. So I guess I just have to keep riding it out for a while, but I kinda hate it because I feel like I don't... want anything, I don't feel desire towards much.
And that's just killing me right now.
and I kinda wanted to draw Haley again, because as a starbabby centered around emotion and compassion, this is really hard.
Category Artwork (Digital) / Fantasy
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File Size 339.3 kB
Hey, hang in there yo! I kinda get how you feel, it felt kinda similar for me when I went onto medication for my ADD, and it took quite a few tries to get to the right one that doesn't make me...not feel like me or like I lost a part of myself, even if a not great part in some cases.
It does takes a while for your body to adjust to medication, and if it doesn't your doctors will always work with you to find out what works best for you. There are so many various options and things out there to help out, I'm sure you will find what works best for you personally. Just keep on working at it! You can do it~!
It does takes a while for your body to adjust to medication, and if it doesn't your doctors will always work with you to find out what works best for you. There are so many various options and things out there to help out, I'm sure you will find what works best for you personally. Just keep on working at it! You can do it~!
I actually really appreciate that. I'm kinda rolling up and down on feeling "Me" right now, but it helps to know that happens to other people.
I mean... i already knew that happened to other people, im in a group with people who have that, but I just need that reminder to just keep going and make it through.
I mean... i already knew that happened to other people, im in a group with people who have that, but I just need that reminder to just keep going and make it through.
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