gonna be spending the day with a few friends in the city of Nijmegen cause fuck life i am to god damn tired to fucking care anymore at this point....
i am sorry if i sound salty or rude....
but i am way to fucking depressed and just on edge cause NONE of all fucking "rent shit" for a new home just are fucking us up the ass more then normaly and the place we are now or the "company" who me and my roomy would be gettinga faster pass cause we're already with them in contract......yeah.....not...fuck this shit...

egghhhhh i just wanted to ease my nerves before im gonna get ready, i have been stung by a bug on my leg and my eyelid......i have allergies...soooooo i cant see shit for 50%....(no its not swollen but it has fucked with my sight, its normaly it wil pass with time and my meds)


i cant wait to just be in the park and spend time with friends and sit by my favorite little blossom tree.