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God i never thought i see the day i would become a mommy. i always said i would never be a mother, i would never have kids and everything like that.
I found out i was pregnant when i went to the hospital for extreme pain. it was Oct 1, 2017. the pain was so bad i could hardly walk i almost had to crawl down the stairs from my room on the 2nd floor of my home in tears, my step-father heard me and caught up with me near the bottom of the stairs. it was some time i the morning and he was about to leave to go get my mother from work. he got me into the car and we went and got my mother and went right to the hospital.
Now there has been a few things going on before this happened. but i thought it was just due to the fact that i was soon to get my period which was normal for me there was normally some pain before i started because there are some things wrong with my body. i have ovarian cyst and i thought one may have been trying to burst that's why i thought the pain was a little more worse then normal. pregnancy was never even a thought. i have A- blood type, i have thyroid disease, and on top of that i was always told by doctors i have a 0.001% chance of ever carrying so with all the odds against me i always thought i had 0% chance of ever becoming a mommy.
I have wanted to become a mommy before, but my BF always told me he would NEVER adopt a child with me. as he put it "he isn't going to take care of someone else kid" so everything in me to become a real mommy was lost... i gave up on ever wanting kids. i even went through the fact that i even hated kids at this point.
So. Oct 1st, 2017 the hospital did every test they pretty much could. and they asked if i could be pregnant and i told them no for the fact of everything wrong with me and me and BF were using protection. the doctor came back and said they couldn't find anything wrong with me. except that i was pregnant. the doctor was laughing and smiling when she said that. so i thought it was a joke. and i started laughing with her. and i asked if was just a cyst then? she looked very straight faced at me and said "No, you are really pregnant" at this point i went into shock and broke into tears. she went on saying something about my body making room for the baby and more but all i could think is HOW?! i don't remember what else she said at that point my parents came into the room and they talked to the doctor and got all the info that i missed.
When i left the hospital i was 7 weeks and 4 days. i had no clue how to process what was going on all i could do was cry. and i had everyone around me telling me to pretty much get ride of it. of...him...my little fishy peanut, yes i really called him that. because that's what he was when i found out about him. people kept saying i had 3 options.
1. abort
2. carry to full term and sell him... (like the movie Juno)
3. Give up my life (and keep him) no one liked saying that part tho.
First off i could never going with #1 if i ever did something like that i couldn't live with myself. i know myself to well. it.. would have ended in the worse way for me. like i said i could NEVER live with myself if i every killed a baby that never asked to be made.
that alone ate at my soul just thinking about it.
#2 pretty much the same thing...how could i carry a baby and not care? how could i have something so precious inside me for so long...feeling him move... hearing his heartbeat... falling in love with him... just to give him up? i couldn't.
#3 i didn't care if my free life was over. i could live with myself. i was ready to do what was right. i was ready to fight every step of the way for my baby. and no one was gonna stop me. it just means, my life is gonna have more smiles, more laughs, more love. i hope i can make him proud. i'm not the smartest person, or the richest, or the best at anything. but he will never have to worry. i will always be there for him. i will always shower him with love. he will be the greatest thing i ever did in this world, the greatest thing i ever did with my life.
These are his first pictures. my sweet little man, they were taken on Dec 29th, 2017 i was 20 weeks and 2 days along. when they were taken i was already so in love with him. and everyday i cry because my mind goes back to when i first found out about him. and what everyone was saying. i cry not because of them words. but because i could never let anything ever happen to him. just thinking of something happening to him hurts so damn bad.
Today i am 30 weeks. and he is as strong as ever. he loves to wiggle around and it still shocks me a little and i jump a little when he kicks. i never except it. but i can't help but smile and love him more. he isn't even here yet and he is my world. i can't wait now just 10 more short weeks to go. and ill be able to hold him in my arms. i'll get to see my sweet little miracle. in a few more weeks ill be able to see how hes grown in his next pictures. i'm so excited.
I know there's so much info here about everything. but for me this is his story and where it begins and how i made one of the most greatest decisions i have ever made.
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Congrats!
It's a nice story to read, hearing your chances from slim to none and finally get the information you really never thought you would ever hear.
Even though he wore protection it just shows "Miracles do happen". the 1 in a million chances and it happen to you. You never thought you would be a mother and there you go.
Glad to hear you got a blessing from out of nowhere.
It's a nice story to read, hearing your chances from slim to none and finally get the information you really never thought you would ever hear.
Even though he wore protection it just shows "Miracles do happen". the 1 in a million chances and it happen to you. You never thought you would be a mother and there you go.
Glad to hear you got a blessing from out of nowhere.
Congrats '^_^'
Its a wonderful experience and has change my life too. My little boy is 10 weeks old as of today.
I strongly recommend you look into hypnobirthing. http://hypnobirthingaustralia.com.au/ (aussie site, but im sure you can find info relevant to your area)
It was extremely informative and prepared us for pretty much anything that could and did happen.
Best of luck for the future, you will do great!
Its a wonderful experience and has change my life too. My little boy is 10 weeks old as of today.
I strongly recommend you look into hypnobirthing. http://hypnobirthingaustralia.com.au/ (aussie site, but im sure you can find info relevant to your area)
It was extremely informative and prepared us for pretty much anything that could and did happen.
Best of luck for the future, you will do great!
What would you say to your kid if you two saw a poor homeless person who only tries to live for next days? To stay in school so your son won't end like that person? Or to learn as much as he can so he could find a way make lives of such unfortunate people better? Yes, I'm an unwilling single with only dream projection of a girlfriend that I ended up calling Laura. But my point in those questions is to help you prevent some future mistakes many parents might do at times so you could appreciate your miracle even more than you already do. Because once ambitions control one's life, the person may lose everything. Everything.
Ok....so what does this have to do with a post I re-posed 4 years ago. Honestly if your going threw people's stuff this deep you must really have nothing better to do. Me and everyone else don't need you giving any kind of advice on this. It seems attention seeking and weird and honestly alittle creepy.
Actually, I only wanted to help prevent sharing my fate in certain moments of my life. That was all. You see, I've had enough of even seeing scenario where ambitions controls someone's lives and ruin such values as family and love. Because in some cases as mine, ambitions CAN do so. If anything, I would only want to make sure I do the right thing over here.
Look, I see what your trying to do. But this is NOT the way to do it. And from what I seen on your page. I rather not take any advice from you. And I have no real control over how my son turns out later in life I can teach him not to steal doesn't mean he's gonna listen. So thanks but no thanks on the advice.
My guy, just leave her alone. She read your message, disagreed with it and told you so. Stop begging for attention from strangers on the internet. You both said your peace now just let it go. She’s not gonna fight with you, she’s just gonna end up blocking you. This isn’t the way to try and make friends/seek validation or whatever you were trying to accomplish here so do better dude. If you had approached her normally, she most likely would have been more than happy to have spoken with you but, you come out the gate with that weird message and it freaked her out. You’re talking on a post about her kid, man, HER KID. You can’t be doing stuff like that.
Her reaction called for nothing but a skull-piercing facepalm. I only out of curiosity asked about she'd raise her fucking brat and I only gave slight advice which might prevent him from ending as such proudly cynical jerk as myself. Well, fuck it. Whatever. I'm leaving her alone now anyway. Fuck the mothers. Fuck the children. Long live abortions. I hope I become infertile. Sieg heil for she's a shallow sick heiler just like all women with breast size above F-cup. Gotta go burn myself on their favourite svastika.
Honestly no you don't clearly cuz if you did you wouldn't say or do the stuff your doing. I'm an honest and caring person or I try my best to be. You know nothing of me or how my life is going. You have no right to comment on something that you weren't a part of. Honestly at this point it just sounds like your a "nice guy" or and incel. If you would have messaged me and asked me a normal question or something like that I would have been answer you in a positive note. But you being an ass is just gonna make me be a bitch right back. So fuck off and go find someone else to bother incel.
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