It's been a hard couple weeks for me.
My depression is back in full force, and it hasn't helped that body dysphoria has decided to tag along. I got denied service to an eating disorder clinic because I'm trans, and my family doesn't seem to realize how much it messed me up.
I've been kind of a dick to my friends, recently, too. They haven't deserved it. I've just been lashing out in frustration. So, if you're reading this, guys, I'm really sorry. I'm working on it. I'll be sure to funnel those frustrations into a canvas instead of at you guys. I love you.
Anyway, I needed to force myself into a positive mindset so here we are. Decided to draw something innocent, pure, and relaxed to try to ease my mind. Vent art in the traditional sense doesn't do much for me, so i just kinda had to make myself see those positive vibes myself.
I'm really proud of this - I've never painted a bubble before, much less one that came out so good. I haven't drawn feral in years upon years, either. But I guess sitting and forcing myself to do this - with no music, no distractions, only myself, my canvas, and some tutorials - made my hand steadier. It's not perfect, but I'm still proud.
My depression is back in full force, and it hasn't helped that body dysphoria has decided to tag along. I got denied service to an eating disorder clinic because I'm trans, and my family doesn't seem to realize how much it messed me up.
I've been kind of a dick to my friends, recently, too. They haven't deserved it. I've just been lashing out in frustration. So, if you're reading this, guys, I'm really sorry. I'm working on it. I'll be sure to funnel those frustrations into a canvas instead of at you guys. I love you.
Anyway, I needed to force myself into a positive mindset so here we are. Decided to draw something innocent, pure, and relaxed to try to ease my mind. Vent art in the traditional sense doesn't do much for me, so i just kinda had to make myself see those positive vibes myself.
I'm really proud of this - I've never painted a bubble before, much less one that came out so good. I haven't drawn feral in years upon years, either. But I guess sitting and forcing myself to do this - with no music, no distractions, only myself, my canvas, and some tutorials - made my hand steadier. It's not perfect, but I'm still proud.
Category Artwork (Digital) / Animal related (non-anthro)
Species Dog (Other)
Size 1068 x 1070px
File Size 824.4 kB
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