My child, if you're seeking ascension, you're going to walk an ancient road which is inside each of us, but society has made us forget about. Ascension is a mystery that only appears to those who are ready to face themselves, who are ready to see their ego without being reflected by somebody else in society. Eternity's ego is like a machine, it can be programmed by society and be used for its purposes and for ego's desires, so eternity gets shaped and it loses its original state. You're eternity, you have always been, but society teaches limitations because it is the state of fear and unconsciousness. The basic fear of consciousness is not being loved as who we are. This fear is what constitutes eternity's ego. That's because ego creates society. Because of this fear, eternity is hiding behind the ego as how it has been programmed by society. In unconsciousness, eternity is identifying itself with this ego. That's because the human institutions don't like beings who freed themselves from their ego, because their own consciousness is asleep and caught in the matrix of society and ego, so they don't see eternity. If you're seeking ascension and awakening, your ego has to die before your body dies, so your consciousness can awaken from the illusion of ego and get back to its original state. Then you're just eternity, with the only difference that your consciousness is carried in a body, but you'll know that you don't need a body for your consciousness. As an ascended being, you'll be able to see beyond the silly game which god consciousness is playing in society because of its fear and unconsciousness. Only ascended beings are aware that they are god consciousness, that's why they don't take the game seriously. When you stop playing the game which you've been playing in unconsciousness since you're sleeping in your ego, from this point on, ascension can happen. The ancient road always starts with being aware of your basic fear of not being loved as who you are, that fear which arose in unconsciousness, because you just forgot that you are eternal love itself. All shiny candles throw shadows on the bottom.