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This is my saber/tiger, Angel, she was my first persona.
Originally human, I did draw her as a golden bengal tiger with large teeth often.
Sometimes I drew her as a panther, as well. She was mainly human though.
Human: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17630139/
Saber/Tiger: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24333569/
I don't talk about this character a lot anymore.
I had a lot of disconnection with her over the last few years. I haven't really used her since 2014.
Because she had a lot of baggage I disliked with me and her. Intense baggage. It kept me awake.
I had used her for 10 years. I think I might bring her back again.
Change her up a bit. I've missed her. Like, a lot.
But I have this really hard time accepting anyone other than Annie as my sona.
Even Angel. And she was my first. My second was MamaOwl. And now Annie.
I'm just really conflicted and lost over it.
How do you guys deal with that?
Originally human, I did draw her as a golden bengal tiger with large teeth often.
Sometimes I drew her as a panther, as well. She was mainly human though.
Human: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/17630139/
Saber/Tiger: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24333569/
I don't talk about this character a lot anymore.
I had a lot of disconnection with her over the last few years. I haven't really used her since 2014.
Because she had a lot of baggage I disliked with me and her. Intense baggage. It kept me awake.
I had used her for 10 years. I think I might bring her back again.
Change her up a bit. I've missed her. Like, a lot.
But I have this really hard time accepting anyone other than Annie as my sona.
Even Angel. And she was my first. My second was MamaOwl. And now Annie.
I'm just really conflicted and lost over it.
How do you guys deal with that?
Category All / All
Species Unspecified / Any
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File Size 333.7 kB
It's far too difficult for me to draw her without me seeing... well, me.
I drew her for like 10 years as myself and online as an icon for people to see me as.
Even in real life people called me Angel / Death-Sama. For like years.
She means a lot to me, so ditching her isn't an option (she has hundreds of artwork and thousands of money invested).
I'm just not sure how to go about having "two sonas".
I can't ever really do it normally. And I have a fear of it here.
I tried briefly to have an alternate sona called "cece" - who as essentially a cat version of Annie.
But I don't feel connected to her at all. And it's funny, because Cece is essentially what Angel was.
I drew her for like 10 years as myself and online as an icon for people to see me as.
Even in real life people called me Angel / Death-Sama. For like years.
She means a lot to me, so ditching her isn't an option (she has hundreds of artwork and thousands of money invested).
I'm just not sure how to go about having "two sonas".
I can't ever really do it normally. And I have a fear of it here.
I tried briefly to have an alternate sona called "cece" - who as essentially a cat version of Annie.
But I don't feel connected to her at all. And it's funny, because Cece is essentially what Angel was.
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