Crushes are weird.

- Lyrics -
I thought I'd take a little time
To sit you down and speak my mind
And what I need from you here, boy:
Hear my words, not just my voice

I think I let things get out of hand again
I put the wrong face forward and gave right in
And now I'm caught
I'm trapped
In you

And I'm scared of what I'll do
I can't give what you want to you
'Cause I'm not one to commit
I won't put my self in place
To take a hit

And it's a lot more complicated than I can say
I know that's not what you want to hear, but please just wait
I need a minute, an hour, a day... a month, a year...
I'm so uncomfortable; I won't let me let you near

Heartbeat, heartbreak, same old tale
I'm not rich enough for what you've got for sale
But I am strong enough to hold you back
I've got to take some time to just unpack all these

Thoughts and these feelings that make me uneasy
The things that I wanna do make me feel sleazy
I keep falling down this slippery slope
I don't know if I should look out for a rope
I'm worried 'bout giving reasons to leave
But I sure as hell do not want to mislead
Or misrepresent what I wanted from you
But I feel like that's all I'm going to do
With all of this whining and all of this bitching
And all of this “maybe, alright,” but then switching
The building you up, then knocking you down
I buried my heart 'hundred feet underground
So worried about possible disappointment
I feel like I'm sounding a small bit disjointed
I'm doing my best to make this all consistent
Continue to fail, but I'm masochistic

And I'm scared of what you'll do... to me
I can't give what you want, what you need
I'm easy to addict, I admit
I refuse to allow myself
To need the hit