I like to apply my IRL changes to my sona. Let's say that this is not redesign, but another possible version of Rauch (with different personality).
I can't escape from my passion of creation the reverse characters, there is always the black one and there is always the white one. Before, I thought it was a confrontation between good and evil in me, but now it seems that this is just me, trying to fight my depression *sigh*

SAI got crashed twice while I was drawing it and I started to color it over and over again
I'm a very stubborn person