So the heater in my room (or the entire upstairs) is not working at the moment and it's a jolly old good time because when it gets cold like today, no matter how many clothes I wrap myself up in, my Sad Self will still be cold. I used to be to much better with temperatures but being cold indoors is not as fun as it is outdoors pfffffffFff
& it's making me sad & I don't want to talk about it because like, I already know all the rational things there are to say about it and don't want to hear them again from other people, and I don't want to even allow myself to think anything irrational because let's not open that gate, so I will just sit here and attempt to fight the cold with like 30 blankets or something

January is usually a really bad month for me emotionally so it's going to be a fun ride. I will try to not constantly throw it onto FA tho