I finally did it. And I want to add a few (ha-ha!) words.

At first I didn't want to sum up the results of this year because I'm very unhappy with my own results. It looks like I did some useful things like a trip, Inktober and participation in a symposium... but I'm not left with the thought that this wasn't enough. Not enough for myself.

This year was totally unproductive for personal art. Yes, I started the comic book - and, by the way, I still draw it little by little, to bring it to mind and post it - but I realized that doing it right after the institute was a mistake. Yes, I started the comics - and, by the way, I still draw it little by little to bring it to mind and post it - but I realized that doing it right after studying was a mistake. Study took away a lot of time and energy from me and in the end I just "burned inside" and didn't notice it at once. Instead of giving myself a break I pounded myself even more and more. A lot of time and effort took away commissions and it's okay... but a lot of money from these commissions I now spend on eyes treatment. x)

In any case this dissatisfaction with itself melts. There is only fatigue and the realization that I really need a break. Fortunately, now is my favorite time of the year and I'm very glad that I can spend these holidays (a long holidays!) With my family and friends. During this time, I'm going to make up for the energy, draw for myself and stop planning. In general, seriously, to hell with all the plans! It never works!

Also in the near future I don't plan any commissions, but I want to draw a variety of costume designs for sale, especially since there is enough material for this. Perhaps this will not only be interesting, but also useful.