....I spend 5 days a week 8 hours a day talking on the phones and fighting people who curse me out in every single language under the sun while being forced to keep the biggest happiest smile on my face or else i'll get reprimanded up the ass and having my breaks being CoNtRoLlEd because they apparently don't LIKE how I use MY BREAKS on MY TIME...
While trying to get energy to spend on my TWO days that I have off which are NOT consecutive and NOT a full weekend to try to do anything that would keep me afloat in the career I actually DO want...
while dealing with my family that will continue to call me lazy despite me doing my best to help them out financially and being dragged around like a ragdoll WASTING MY ONLY DAYS OFF TO DO THEIR DEEDS...
WHILE struggling with the literal medical issue of not having enough iron in my blood so the doctor explained that I am literally fighting on a MEDICAL LEVEL to keep AWAKE and avoid becoming anemic in the process...
I believe the more important question to ask is...What PaTiEnCe are you talking about that I have...because I can assure you I have NoNe. Manic does not even begin to describe the intense chaos and nuclear bomb that has detonated within my head and the thin glass that separates you and the thick cloud of horrid radiation that will burn into your body for years with permanent damage if I were to let this conversation last even a millisecond longer...
You are not treading on thin ice...you are treading on invisible platforms over an ocean of crashing acidic waves.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2SIcZcc7kLQ <--- about an accurate representation of the literal insanity in the mind right now
While trying to get energy to spend on my TWO days that I have off which are NOT consecutive and NOT a full weekend to try to do anything that would keep me afloat in the career I actually DO want...
while dealing with my family that will continue to call me lazy despite me doing my best to help them out financially and being dragged around like a ragdoll WASTING MY ONLY DAYS OFF TO DO THEIR DEEDS...
WHILE struggling with the literal medical issue of not having enough iron in my blood so the doctor explained that I am literally fighting on a MEDICAL LEVEL to keep AWAKE and avoid becoming anemic in the process...
I believe the more important question to ask is...What PaTiEnCe are you talking about that I have...because I can assure you I have NoNe. Manic does not even begin to describe the intense chaos and nuclear bomb that has detonated within my head and the thin glass that separates you and the thick cloud of horrid radiation that will burn into your body for years with permanent damage if I were to let this conversation last even a millisecond longer...
You are not treading on thin ice...you are treading on invisible platforms over an ocean of crashing acidic waves.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2SIcZcc7kLQ <--- about an accurate representation of the literal insanity in the mind right now
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I sincerely do hope you find happiness somewhere in any spare time you happen to have, when you're able to relax... if you're able to relax.
I truly hope you have a Merry Christmas. I completely understand the term "Holiday Blues", being an overly emotional person myself. I'm too family oriented, when I stray too far, or they move away, it takes me a while to get back into the normal swing of things... when I'm allowed to forget about them for a time and just focus on me. If you can, and I can tell you're crazy busy, but if you can, try to enjoy yourself. ^-^
I truly hope you have a Merry Christmas. I completely understand the term "Holiday Blues", being an overly emotional person myself. I'm too family oriented, when I stray too far, or they move away, it takes me a while to get back into the normal swing of things... when I'm allowed to forget about them for a time and just focus on me. If you can, and I can tell you're crazy busy, but if you can, try to enjoy yourself. ^-^
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