it's 3am
and I'm missing you again,
it's 3am
and i find myself here to begin,
begin to explain how much i love you
and how much i miss you,
explain how I can't have a life without you,
and release my inner within.
I know it's pointless
I know it's futile,
but without you in my life
I don't get much rest.
You were never a mother
you were never a guardian,
but you brought me here for a reason
was it to suffer?
it's 3am
and I'm not sure what to do
it's 3am
and I'll always love you.

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another Christmas without you, but you're always on my mind..
you're the only star I can't seem to let go mentally, even though I have physically
sometimes I wonder
if you miss me as much as i miss you...

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