Honestly, I'm drained. I'm running on 2.5 hours of sleep. it's now 1:35 in the morning. I woke up at 7:25 yesterday morning. I'm fine with the lack of sleep I honestly feel like I function better with less sleep but I'm mentally and emotionally drained at this point. Mentally after dealing with things, emotionally after finding out a coworker flew back home and decided she wont be coming back.. We all grew close to her very quickly, her boyfriend was obviously devastated at work today when he got the texts.. I don't think they'll be staying together and doing long distance.. it's hard to watch.. I'm leaving soon... it's just... not a good day. My friends are dealing with things, I just wish things were easier. It seems everyone is getting heavy news lately. It sucks to watch

I feel good for standing up for something I believed in. Normally I don't have the courage but this pushed enough buttons that I did and I'm proud of that.. but it also took a lot out of me. I'm tired. and quiet.

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