So a lot has happened to me in the past few weeks. I have basically lost most of the people closest to me for a variety of reasons.

My bestest friend of many years decided he wanted me out of his life forever, which hurt like a sword through my heart. A friend I made in college became psychologically dependent on me, and kept using his delusions as well as my own mental disorders to control me. I finally told the police about all the threats he made and they are keeping him away from me. I also found up one of my old friends changed her life in a direction that is not that good... but there is nothing I can do.

basically, My social life crumbled around me. but what I learned in all of this:
You can't help those who don't want it.

What all those people had in common was that I tried to help them, and they didn't want the help I was offering. Therefore, I either left or they left me.

I'm starting to be in a better place now. while I'm dealing with depression that causes me to want to do little to nothing and sleep for 12+ hrs a day, I am doing better. I am not going to let anyone take my future from me. I worked my ass off for my dream, and I won't let anyone try to stop me anymore.

Anyway... Testing out that softer shading style again. I just got bored... And needed some positivity in my life again.

Art and character (C) Me // Bloodtype-Caffeine