No nothing bad has happened recently but I did sort of break down yesterday after hearing something similar to the words 'no one is this kind to me' (I honest to god don't remember the exact words) but it always sort of upsets me when my actions are seen as so kind and caring when I'm certain I've met people way better, it make sure me think 'if this is kind to them, how cruel has the world been?! Why have people been so mean to this person I care about?' And I just get wracked with rage to the point I start to cry, hell right now just trying to remember what happened is making me on the verge of crying again, I need to stop.

E..either way, I don't like knowing friends of mine struggle, people I'm close to suffering just makes me so upset, even more cuz I know I can't help them as much as I want to. It just makes me feel so powerless.

But. This won't stop me from doing what I can to help them, make things a little easier.