Its good that you use art, to express yourself. Its better then the alternative.

I went to that. I do become suicidal.

never do that to yourself, i would be so sad to see you stop drawing these amazing arts *hugs tight*

I don't know, sis. I sometimes wanted to give up.

*hugs tight* i know things are hard hun, but we have to remain strong for our friends and loved ones. I know all too well how hard life can be sometimes, and how much you wish it would just end.......but if we give up, we end up passing our hardships to our family and friends......so dont give up, if you ever need someone to talk to, i am here for you......there are also many places you can call and talk to and they will also be there for you

I hope it was that easy. But I grew up without any best friends or something that sorts.

well you are my friend :) so i am here for you

Thank you very much. At least a little you can ease me out.

*huggles tight*

This is what devil wants you to think. That you can't do anything. Well I'm here to tell you that you can do anything for he is with you.

We're here for you bud :D!

When I was your age, I pondered these things inside of my private diary. I was able to be open with myself and my feelings, questioning and pondering my hopes and dreams, would I be able to realize them and why it was taking me so long to get there.

I've grown older with time. And it is true that I have not been able to achieve everything that I ever hope for and dreamed, but that is okay. Life is never a perfect straight line from A to B. We do our best to have a "plan" and follow that plan. But life throws us a curve ball every once in a while and we do our best to react and course correct. Soon, life becomes a series of twists and turns and curves and unexpected travels. But that is okay.

Don't be too hard on yourself. Don't lose faith, heart and hope. Do the best that you can to achieve your goals. Success is achieved when you are persistent, never giving up and working really hard to realize those goals. Do the best that you can. If you can achieve that, then you've done everything that you could ever do with your knowledge, skills and experience.

There is a long life to live . . . and everyone progresses at different paces and speed. You will find your way. Stay focus. Don't give up. Do the best that you can. Persist. You will get to where you need to go.

I hope this helps! And again, don't be too hard on yourself! :)

I rejoice because you are in my world! :)

Take a risk, think of a crazy idea, and try it. Dont get stuck doing the same thing every day. Things take time to get better, but it will be. Wish the best for you mate...