This self-portrait is more real and actual of me than any other.
Done during
Snapai's stream. Color trying to break free like
carnival.
I haven't used markers in months. And I had more fun than digital anything in months.
Recovery. Yay.
I would love to offer things like this for $2, just a scrap when you need an art scrap snack, a pick-me-up.
Done during
Snapai's stream. Color trying to break free like
carnival.I haven't used markers in months. And I had more fun than digital anything in months.
Recovery. Yay.
I would love to offer things like this for $2, just a scrap when you need an art scrap snack, a pick-me-up.
Category Scraps / Doodle
Species Western Dragon
Size 1280 x 720px
File Size 159.4 kB
At this point i'm so lost on my everything on who I am, that I wouldn't feel the difference if I became a miraculous success in this or if no one ever took me up on it. I just want a chance to make a bit of savings so I can move out and run away. I don't know. My projected life is half over, and I feel like I stalled at 12. What gives? What doesn't give? Recent days have left me without any buoy or marker to indicate my position or heading.
I wish I could hug and snuggle you, you seem like you would be about that. *hugs you up lots* also I am secretly fantasizing about making the weirdest wildest pawpost interview ever. Also also jeez I'm dumb and say things in reverse THANK YOU for looking at this!
*chuckles* I would love to hug and snuggle ya - that's the best type of gentle intimacy, I think. ^_^ And maybe being stuck at 12 isn't all that bad Kurra. Many people grow up and forget what it is to daydream and feel care-free. If that part of you is still there, then hold onto it tight because that's precious and awesome. Who you are is less about trying to define it, and more about just accepting and showing the world what you are.
I don't know anymore if I am trying to define myself or resist a world that seems to keep telling me 'let yourself go.' I'm realizing that a kid attitude will never pay the bills enough, never get me independent. actually...
*hides under your back* nnngwrah. '>_<'
*hides under your back* nnngwrah. '>_<'
Paying the bills just means needing a responsible work ethic for some of the time. Sometimes a job allows you incorporate who you are and that fun loving kid into it, sometimes it doesn't. A job, however, is not the "majority" of your life, so if one has to hunker down and be all serious and boring for a little while to get a pay-cheque, big deal! You can still be YOU outside of work. ^_^ *turns around and hugs you*
Oops, well, I meant the world trying to change my entire person, morality, sense of determination/ethics/integrity/morestuff. That's been happening a lot.
*forgets that after a good day of work and snugs you, sits beside.... staaaaares at feet, absent-minded, not thinking*
*forgets that after a good day of work and snugs you, sits beside.... staaaaares at feet, absent-minded, not thinking*
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