I'm starting to think creative non-fiction is very good for me. Yes, I have to take it in order to get my Creative Writing Associates Degree in Fine Arts, but it's having me question my own sanity. When I'm the subject of anything and I'm forced to talk, my mind shuts down so I'm unable to talk about my past or even my emotions (I've mentioned this in the past.. I think). So I'm painfully forcing myself to get out what ever stories I can about what I've done, and when we've had to review eachother's work, I got good feedback, but I personally had to wonder if what happened actually happened. It was something I did alone and had no photographs taken of it. So did it happen, or did I just imagine it? Am I just remembering part of it? I don't remember and I can't. Anything for that class I can't tell is real or fake, and even if it's about a photo album about a vacation, I still question it since my memories aren't completely here. I'll stay because I got to finish the class, but once I'm done, I'm never going back.

With that out of the way, there is a few classes that I can say are fun, I hold up okay in Logic and Reasoning Class and Writing poetry isn't too hard as long as you know where you like to work. Free verse is my kind of poetry. I don't need to be super deep about my poem and philosophical, I can just write a story in a poetic style. It's how I have fun in there.
The one I really should find help for though, outside Creative Non-fiction, is Ethics. I don't know how I'm doing so poor in the class but I just do. I need to talk with my professor to see if I can get some help.