So, after one month of being togther, my mate stopped me being one of her lovers. I am hurt, yes, but not in a morbid sadness that is consuming my whole being. Hence why the crack is in the heart.
The frozen ice on the left side is from my first mate. Let me explain.
My sadness soemtimes takes on physical atributes. My first mate passing caused enough emotional trauma to me, it physically turned my right side of chest ice cold. My whole body felt warm, and good, but my right side felt cold as ice, like ice water was in my chest.
My second mate hurt me bad, giving me the large chip/crack in it. It was harsh, lieing to me to make the break-up easier, when in the end, just hurt me more. The physical trait? Lack of sleep, hunger, nerviousness, and several days of insomnia.
The third mate (my Eryn-chan), wasn't too bad. The small crack in the lower right side of it (the heart's perspective), is caused by it. Now I just feel very sad and slightly annoyed by myself and my actions.
so yes, im single, again T^T
Just soemthing to help me feel better, and try to work out my feelings.
Hope its ok if I post it.
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Trenton
The frozen ice on the left side is from my first mate. Let me explain.
My sadness soemtimes takes on physical atributes. My first mate passing caused enough emotional trauma to me, it physically turned my right side of chest ice cold. My whole body felt warm, and good, but my right side felt cold as ice, like ice water was in my chest.
My second mate hurt me bad, giving me the large chip/crack in it. It was harsh, lieing to me to make the break-up easier, when in the end, just hurt me more. The physical trait? Lack of sleep, hunger, nerviousness, and several days of insomnia.
The third mate (my Eryn-chan), wasn't too bad. The small crack in the lower right side of it (the heart's perspective), is caused by it. Now I just feel very sad and slightly annoyed by myself and my actions.
so yes, im single, again T^T
Just soemthing to help me feel better, and try to work out my feelings.
Hope its ok if I post it.
Art ©
Trenton
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thats something I always asked myself. People always say "The one", but is that really true? People always say 'it wasn't destiny', or something else liek that. But I always wondered, what really makes it destiny? Usually I answer it shortly after, "I think its just something people say to make them feel a bit better". But for me, its more about the attachment, how well you get along with some one. But people believe in what THEY want to believe in, not what you want them to (not specifically you, but you know what I mean).
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