you dont have to read all this just trying to put my thoughts somewhere

i was really hesitant to post this because this piece is really close to my heart but i figured i have nothing to lose.

this art piece is dedicated to a really close childhood friend of mine. some might even say we were more than that. maybe we were significant others, partners in crime, or even soul mates.

she always tried to get me out of my shell, because believe it or not, i was so shy and quiet as a kid that i would barely talk to anyone. but she was different. she took me by the hand and took me places, made me experience things i never felt before, see things i never thought i would, and made me feel. she introduced me to the music that i still listen to everyday, she taught me how to play our favorite songs on guitar and she would sing with me. she taught my heart how to sing, and im a terrible singer. she had this strange love for flowers and plants, her favorite were roses. it's funny how much like a rose she was. so beautiful and yet she had all those sharp thorns.

of course i always manage to ruin things just as they get good, and i got in a fight with her one night when she was trying to convince me to run away with her.i tried to talk some sense into her but she was in such a manic state that she wouldnt listen to reason. i called her crazy and she forced a kiss onto my lips that was devoid of love. that was the last time i saw her.

she and her family left for some sort of vacation in america for a couple of months. she never came back. she did contact me a few times, i thought she was trying to get under my skin. i was too busy being mad with her that i didnt realize the pain she was going through.

if i knew what she was going through at that time on that night, i would have agreed to run away with her in a heart beat.

im saving up to have this tattooed as a half sleeve on my left arm. please, please dont steal this art piece because it does mean a lot to me.