Hi everyone! Halven here. I've just made my way to FA to try out something new. Hope I'll be able to get along with everyone :)
I don't actually plan to upload this not-really-for-show kinda work which I've posted it on pixiv as a first piece... ;w; but I do think it can serve to explain my little story of how I came to be what I am now. (To put it simple that story of course was just purely made up. But I do like imagining myself having extraordinary companions by my side, being able to do things what I couldn't do with humans and that enjoying that special feeling you don't get to. Be it going on a big adventure, simply hang around aimlessly or cuddle up and sleep together... It's what drove me to wishing that they were real, and, the reason why I hope to be able to draw what I wanted to see and let the dreams come true)

You see... before I was like... this? I'm sure I remember I still have black hair, skinny hands and legs in warm skin - oh yes you know it alright I was once a little boy. But then? There was sometime ago I kept having dreams... weird ones, which I can't even quite grasp it myself. I think it went like this: I saw myself meeting another creature, and he... looks like the one in this picture, I guess you can say. He seemed lonely somehow, and was kinda hoping we could do things together, like maybe playing around, eating good food together, maybe have hugs and cuddles or even sleep together. Of course, we had fun during the time we're together and I do enjoy being around him. Everything works like when you're with humans and friends - nothing different - and we don't feel hostility towards each other (except that I don't really get the chance to get a nice cuddle with human friends though... lol. Y'know - everyone's too shy to even think about it! So I really like how it feels to have such a one-of-a-kind companion) Every time though when I was about to wake up from my slumber, it will be like he knows it's going to happen. He'll start to get gloomy about it and get ready to bid me farewell. He'll also beg me to come back to this mysterious place to be with him again, like he actually knows that I WILL return.

Funny enough, after the first time, it really did happened again - I was in that dream again and I found him right at the very same spot we met last time. This then kept on going for nights for as long as I can remember, but I'm not really bothered by it even though it's weird. Instead, I think I'm kinda enjoying this. It's just that every time when I first saw him, he seemed like he's been... tortured - scars etched on those furs for eternity, which I can't even tell what can cause them... He gave me the impression like he's some sort of slave to somebody else. I never brought up the topic about it though. After all - it could be what makes his depression.

Time flows and our days kept going on, until one night where things started to go differently, before the dawn where everything has changed. I set foot in that place again in my dreams, though this time I can't find him anywhere, except ashes and flames... The whole place looked like a battlefield. I somehow felt like I could lose consciousness at any time as well, although nothing is causing harm to me. I strive to put myself together and tread through the depths of nowhere. Not too long, I couldn't quite hold on for any more longer but was still trying to crawl forward, searching for my missing friend. Before my sight went off completely, I finally saw a figure, lying on the ground a few leaps away from me. Could it be him? I tried to reach him... but my sight fades away before I could even be sure of it was him. After a while, I was woke up by strong lights piercing through my eyelids. I held up my right hand to cover up until it became dimmer, and that's when I noticed something's not going right - my right hand, covered in bright fur?? I went to check my left hand, and it was the same! Everything, from head to toe, doesn't look like the way how I was. I wanted to touch my face, but then I felt something just in front of my face before I could even reach it. It's...long? My face became... long?! By the time I realized, I've actually became him, the one whom I met with in my dreams. Just what in the world has happened...