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I woke up this moarning and just started drawing.
I wanna try some diffrent approches to what Im trying to attain.
:3
Just a bit of random inner termoil on my part.
:D
"You Whore"
I wanna try some diffrent approches to what Im trying to attain.
:3
Just a bit of random inner termoil on my part.
:D
"You Whore"
Category Artwork (Digital) / Abstract
Species Unspecified / Any
Size 500 x 700px
File Size 294.2 kB
The secret with inner turmoil is to keep it wrapped up into a tight little ball at a dark place at the centre of your soul forever. It hurts for a while but you will find years of rejection and solitude will numb the pain until you are a drunken unfeeling wreck
In hindsight this sort of thing might be why people stop talking whenever I enter a conversation
In hindsight this sort of thing might be why people stop talking whenever I enter a conversation
Ha, people are to soft and prudent, I actualy prefer conversation with a bit of a challange.
Its just tha copilation and contridiction of my moral views that causes problems like this. I want to be a great artist, but then the other humanly "desires" I guess would would call them, are kinda draging me down.
I would like to love and be loved, but a part of my pride causes me to be extreamly picky. Thus I just say I hate my pride and Love.
There is also the horrible little truth at the back of my mind that eats at me, but Ill just leave that alone.
Its just tha copilation and contridiction of my moral views that causes problems like this. I want to be a great artist, but then the other humanly "desires" I guess would would call them, are kinda draging me down.
I would like to love and be loved, but a part of my pride causes me to be extreamly picky. Thus I just say I hate my pride and Love.
There is also the horrible little truth at the back of my mind that eats at me, but Ill just leave that alone.
I'm really not an expert on love, honestly. Strangely enough I'm still sort of the emotional pillar within my (extremely small) circle of friends who everyone turns to for relationship advice. But I digress.
Normally I would suggest attacking your problems head on, but that doesn't seem to be the best strategy with love. For me, this year has been about lowering my standards, opening my eyes to the fact I have an extremely loving family and a handful of friends who make me feel like they would follow me to the ends of the earth. Suddenly my lack of inevitably disastrous high school romance doesn't seem like such a big deal and my desperate plans to get attention have been trashed.
Artwork, again, isn't something I'm good at. I don't understand what drives people to draw, having never had the motivation to do it myself (the act of drawing is clumsy and gradually becomes painful for me as a result of double-jointedness). You're pretty much on your own here, but if vent artwork helps you then go for it, it's no more or less valid than any other kind.
Normally I would suggest attacking your problems head on, but that doesn't seem to be the best strategy with love. For me, this year has been about lowering my standards, opening my eyes to the fact I have an extremely loving family and a handful of friends who make me feel like they would follow me to the ends of the earth. Suddenly my lack of inevitably disastrous high school romance doesn't seem like such a big deal and my desperate plans to get attention have been trashed.
Artwork, again, isn't something I'm good at. I don't understand what drives people to draw, having never had the motivation to do it myself (the act of drawing is clumsy and gradually becomes painful for me as a result of double-jointedness). You're pretty much on your own here, but if vent artwork helps you then go for it, it's no more or less valid than any other kind.
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