not vent, but i watched a MAP and the line about the ghosts reminded me about my ex FP. All the people who have left her as far as I know initiated the leave because of her generally high bouts of negativity (which was almost all she'd ever talk about) and now their names/handles #trigger her (she gets reminded of how much of a "shit friend" she was and how she was totaly ~innocent~ and that they were bad to her for ~no reason~) and so I whipped this up. took like, half an hour ?? minus the several times i got distracted and looked at other things :3c

blurred the names, of course, for privacy and such. there's tons of people who have let her according to her, and i don't blame her. i just stuck in some usernames of people who i know recently left her before i did whose names i know bother her.

it isn't even the names though. it can be things she associates with them too, like video games, common interests/fandoms; etc.

at first i was going to have the hand shaped like shadowy figures bit then i realized a clawed hand might have better symbolism, especially with the names on them to express the "ghosts" idea. who knows, maybe it's actually Enigma's hand.

i'm not the first, and definitely not the last "ghost" in her life. apparently she's had people leave her ~for no reason~ her entire life. with how ungrateful she is to her family though, and constant whining about small things they do ("today we planned on doing something but they did it without me and said 'well we wanted to let you sleep' and im so angry they could have woken me up >:<i></i>(((((((") i don't blame them for leaving her. there's a ton of reasons she's ungrateful as hell to her parents, but who really cares now. not my problem anymore.
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im so glad i got her out of my life.

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