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Here's Daren, having recently hulked out into his werefox form and torn apart the living room. I'm guessing it has something to do with that drink down there. Perhaps someone spiked it.
Anyways, time for some serious stuff about myself. I admit that I do have serious anger issues, as any one who known me (or play some online multiplayer games) would know. Stuff that'll cause people to be scare of me or slammed me for being salty, which is justified. There are a couple of key roots that help caused it to be as serious as it is now. This isn't me trying to excuse my lost of temper or trying to justified it, but trying to explain it and to help people understand.
Growing up, there wasn't much room to vent my anger issues. Throughout my life, then and now, and specially when dealing with my niece and nephew while at middle to high school, I've been told to keep my anger bottle up and to not unleashed it, especially at the terrible two-oh, no matter how much things screws up or how bratty and destructive they can get (whether if its damaging discs to accidentally deleting save files). As a result, I never really learn how to take out my anger without being destructive (like accidentally breaking the thick windows on one of the PITs in a fit of rage. I was so lucky I wasn't fired over that). Now, I understand why I should not take it out on them, considering what they went through growing up. And I'm rather supportive of them. Well, my niece at least considering my nephew ran away from home. Just that, during that time, their bickering and arguing and such really got under my skin that makes it hard to read and watch such characters doing their level of bickering. Again, not really trying to excuse myself for all the times I get super salty, just seeking understanding.
Another reason is that, in case you didn't know or guessed, I'm in the autism spectrum, specifically around the Asperger syndrome. Not fully since one of my major issues is that it's very hard for me to keep my attention to any one thing (which nearly got me in a foster home since the school district were convinced that I have ADHD and wanted to give me drugs to deal with it and threatened my parents with taking me away when they refused. I'm so thankful they fought them with documents that prove my true mental disabilities). As a result, I do have little tolerance when things go wrong or deviate from the pattern, especially when it keeps on going. It also leave me looking 'flat' when angry or sad or whatever, which as a result, cause me to often overcompensate my emotions and makes it hard for me to find the appropriate 'gauge' to set it in. To give an example, from my point of view, unless told otherwise, I believe my level of salt poured out was like this. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ua6pbz3ROvQ Yeah. XP
Basically, when you combine never learning how to properly vent and having a mental issue that makes it hard to gauge my emotion equals me wishing I could turn into a werefox in rage. ^.|.^;;
I hope you guys understand me a bit better.
MangoicyHere's Daren, having recently hulked out into his werefox form and torn apart the living room. I'm guessing it has something to do with that drink down there. Perhaps someone spiked it.
Anyways, time for some serious stuff about myself. I admit that I do have serious anger issues, as any one who known me (or play some online multiplayer games) would know. Stuff that'll cause people to be scare of me or slammed me for being salty, which is justified. There are a couple of key roots that help caused it to be as serious as it is now. This isn't me trying to excuse my lost of temper or trying to justified it, but trying to explain it and to help people understand.
Growing up, there wasn't much room to vent my anger issues. Throughout my life, then and now, and specially when dealing with my niece and nephew while at middle to high school, I've been told to keep my anger bottle up and to not unleashed it, especially at the terrible two-oh, no matter how much things screws up or how bratty and destructive they can get (whether if its damaging discs to accidentally deleting save files). As a result, I never really learn how to take out my anger without being destructive (like accidentally breaking the thick windows on one of the PITs in a fit of rage. I was so lucky I wasn't fired over that). Now, I understand why I should not take it out on them, considering what they went through growing up. And I'm rather supportive of them. Well, my niece at least considering my nephew ran away from home. Just that, during that time, their bickering and arguing and such really got under my skin that makes it hard to read and watch such characters doing their level of bickering. Again, not really trying to excuse myself for all the times I get super salty, just seeking understanding.
Another reason is that, in case you didn't know or guessed, I'm in the autism spectrum, specifically around the Asperger syndrome. Not fully since one of my major issues is that it's very hard for me to keep my attention to any one thing (which nearly got me in a foster home since the school district were convinced that I have ADHD and wanted to give me drugs to deal with it and threatened my parents with taking me away when they refused. I'm so thankful they fought them with documents that prove my true mental disabilities). As a result, I do have little tolerance when things go wrong or deviate from the pattern, especially when it keeps on going. It also leave me looking 'flat' when angry or sad or whatever, which as a result, cause me to often overcompensate my emotions and makes it hard for me to find the appropriate 'gauge' to set it in. To give an example, from my point of view, unless told otherwise, I believe my level of salt poured out was like this. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ua6pbz3ROvQ Yeah. XP
Basically, when you combine never learning how to properly vent and having a mental issue that makes it hard to gauge my emotion equals me wishing I could turn into a werefox in rage. ^.|.^;;
I hope you guys understand me a bit better.
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