I wish I were as eloquent as you.

How so do you mean?

If I feel like venting, I can't draw it unless I kick myself into doing it. I'm clumsy with expressing my feelings and nothing I is simply this visually impressive.

Sorry for the confusion.

No reason to apologize.

For this kind of stuff I start with an idea/feeling, but ultimately I just let what ever feels like coming out come out in the end and when I run out of things to say I stop. Which is why this is nowhere "finished" and yet I consider it finished.

I suggest ball point pen as a starting medium for venting... just, scribble, explore, draw lines for no reason other than it feels good, and if it wants to become something let it, if it doesn't you'll still likely feel better that you've given yourself an outlet somehow.

Venting is about you, so don't worry so much about what comes out, some times we just need a way to say what we can't say even if it doesn't make sense to most.