Wow...it's been...what? Five years now? How time flies.
I should be in a celebratory mood for the whole "big 5" thing, but contrary to the above, I just can't seem to feel overjoyed. I tried to work up something, but I just couldn't concentrate enough. Sometimes, things happen that cripple you down that makes it extremely difficult to do...well much of anything.

End of last year and half of this year has probably been the most difficult I've ever had. Why? Well that's personal. Suffice to say, it was bad. Bad enough to put a damper on me for my anniversary, along with other things, and it seems like it's not going to be getting any better. Efforts were made, some weren't, and stuffs gone into a big fat cluster #%$#.

But that's life ya know. Things sometimes just suck. It's just in the plan. Yep, life's planned out a lot more than people realize. Sometimes you can expect tragedy, plan for it, and it'll still whack you over the head and leave ya for dead. Sure, people can show their sympathy all they want, but it doesn't fix everything. Some things happen that just makes a person lesser than what they were.

So yeah...five years...whooo...
Not much really to say I guess. The above shot was...I can't really remember. I didn't really care to remember after the initial "what?" came out. I think it was some sort of light show given the lasers, a celebratory thing maybe Alma or someone else put together, I dunno.

Well I suppose that's all I can really say right now. Things suck and won't get better, but at least I acknowledged the fact I exist, guess that's something.

(Paramore: Hard Times)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AEB6ibtdPZc

...oh great Rigel's playing that song again...ugh....why does he keeping doing that, it's really annoying....
.....hm hm hm...hard times....do I know it...da da da da da....ok fine...it's catchy...