have u ever wondered that if there was an anti-universe, what your opposite would be/act like? ive been pondering this questiona about myself for a few years now, and have come to a conclusion:

im not technically my own person, meaning, that there are 2 sides of me, and if one side is shown in 1 universe, then it would be most likely the other side would appear on the opposite universe

now theres two sides to myself: theres vannah (the good side of me) and Ssen(the bad side)(note: this will b long, so get something 2 eat pr something)

Vannah represents my feminine side, my calm & content side, AND most of the nicer qualities of my autism. but at the same time, she represents my gullibility, my sadness & anguish,my anti-socialness my rl emotions & is the uke of the duo.

in other words, shes peacful, but TOO peacful.

then theres Ssen. she represnts my anger,my hyper emotions(like excitement, zeal, etc.) my impulsiveness, and is the seme of the duo. yet she also represents my omboyish side, my ability to think thru reason, and holds all of my memories of my childhood.

in other words, shes the brave one, but TOO brave

for as long as ihave existed they have been fighting in my mind. one will b more victorious then the other at some point in time (dependgin on my situation, meed, etc.) and if one goes, idissappear.

so pretty much inside, im rly 2 ppl :3