Just a lil doodle inbetween things. Working on commissions and such, but job-ish stuff is kinda keeping me distracted lately. Also haven't really been feeling great at times, lately, but hoping to push on and do better at, well, everything.

I've just been feeling off for a long time. I'm no good social. I see so many people on here talking to each other, hanging out, groups of artists that are friends together, people that know each other, draw with each other, and I just... I dunno. Seeing people doing collabs and trades and just generally interacting... I don't really know how to do this. I don't know how to interact with people. Tried it a few times, maybe I'm just too awkward, or just not good enough. Maybe people just hate me, I dunno. Insecurity and anxiety and old scars make it difficult. I tried reaching out to people but kinda feel like I just keep failing. Not blaming them, just... I'm no good at it.

I've been unwatching a bunch of people and kind of isolating myself. Maybe its good if I just focus on my art and try to improve myself as much as possible. Try to be the best me. Maybe people will come to me. Maybe not. I dunno.


I'll just draw lots of stuff and try to do my best. Thank you guys for following me and my work. If anyone wants to talk, if you wanna say hi and whatnot, by all means, go right ahead, really! I just... Dunno how to do this social thing. I might be quiet. I don't have a lot to say. I mostly just sit in my room and try to draw or whatnot. Keep myself busy.

Sorry, I dunno how this friend thing works. I don't know how to connect with people. I don't know how to be a good friend or a cool guy or a good artist. I'm still trying to figure out how to be a normal human...



TL;DR: I don't know how to human, more art coming within the next couple of days.




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