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When The Voices Ring Out ~
Urf, been having bad thoughts brought on by bad/negative voices in my head. Not like your average 'I think i'm crap' kind of voice, but usually things telling me to end it and just get it over with.
That noone wants me here, that noone needs me, noone cares...everyone has a negative view on me, so why bother carrying on?
I have to sometimes just stop myself from breaking into tears, one voice, which i'm sure i've told you about before, a dark, sinister voice i've not been able to put an image to, one that tells me to 'DESTROY' and just tear apart my life, my friendships, my love life, my family...he, yes, HE...has been very active as of late. Its made me suspicious, paranoid and it means things get to my head and heart more.
I am struggling with my IED as of late, (Intermittent Explosive Disorder) , which means my fuse is short, violent and quick to blow up if something knocks me the wrong way...which i've hoped I can find a cure to...just something to sedate the monster when it erupts.
Its been a long time since i've drawn Spider, he IS one of my fursonas and is a huge part of my life and battle with mental illness.
Ramblin is rambling, please move on. :D
That noone wants me here, that noone needs me, noone cares...everyone has a negative view on me, so why bother carrying on?
I have to sometimes just stop myself from breaking into tears, one voice, which i'm sure i've told you about before, a dark, sinister voice i've not been able to put an image to, one that tells me to 'DESTROY' and just tear apart my life, my friendships, my love life, my family...he, yes, HE...has been very active as of late. Its made me suspicious, paranoid and it means things get to my head and heart more.
I am struggling with my IED as of late, (Intermittent Explosive Disorder) , which means my fuse is short, violent and quick to blow up if something knocks me the wrong way...which i've hoped I can find a cure to...just something to sedate the monster when it erupts.
Its been a long time since i've drawn Spider, he IS one of my fursonas and is a huge part of my life and battle with mental illness.
Ramblin is rambling, please move on. :D
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Thrash, you cant let the voices in your head destroy you, I know its hard, I know it seems impossible but you got to let good war with evil.
Keep telling yourself that you're worth it and your life has meaning no matter how dark the voices may seem or how convincing.
Just keep doing it, little by little, moment by moment.
"I am worth this life that I was blessed with"
"I am happy here I dont need to leave"
"You cant take me away from the things I love"
Positivity is key and light makes the darkness go away.
Love finds away, always.
Keep telling yourself that you're worth it and your life has meaning no matter how dark the voices may seem or how convincing.
Just keep doing it, little by little, moment by moment.
"I am worth this life that I was blessed with"
"I am happy here I dont need to leave"
"You cant take me away from the things I love"
Positivity is key and light makes the darkness go away.
Love finds away, always.
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