Hey everyone, I wanted to apologize for the lack of consistency lately. The last batch of images I uploaded were all done in a group because I have been putting it off and trying to find motivation to do them. Then when they were all done, I kept putting off uploading them thinking it was fine. I have to thank you guys whom are extremely patient with me and my lack of responsibility. As much as I'd like to claim art as a part-time job of mine, I can't because I don't treat it as one.
Truth be told, this year so far has been a major roller coaster for me. I was dealing with the rough awkward endings of an almost relationship than I finally bailed on, then an ex came back trying to be friends and we kept getting closer and while I was happy, it was distracting and I wanted to draw things for her rather than do what I owed. We got back together early March and that's when I was feeling good and pushed myself to get all that art done. It was all fine and everything was great until she had a trip she was going on (I wont be going into this story and what happened) and while she was away, I was having mental breakdowns, hurting myself, and calling out of work because I didn't know when I'd break down again. She left me the night she came back because we had an argument over something that happened and I've been bottling my emotions since. I can't find the motivation to get up and draw on my tablet. I only want to doodle things in my sketchbook because it doesn't require a lot of effort or movement. I'm scared to push myself right now because I don't want this owed work to look rushed or bad because I don't have the motivation to get it done.

But anyway, I'm sorry to ramble. I mostly decided to upload this here just to let you guys know I will be working on things (it's just a little slow right now) and I'm not dead. If you'd like, I recommend following me on Twitter since I post my doodles there when I do them: https://twitter.com/Starrys_Studio

Thank you guys for being so understanding and patient with me. It means a lot more than you know. I love you guys