personal piece

ive been miserable lately my ocd is making it nearly impossible to type a lot or draw for more than 15 minutes because i have to touch everything twice or i freak out its taking forever to type this because i have to run my ifngers over every key twice im sorry for taking longer than my usual quick time for commissions im in absolute agony its is incredibly debilitating i cant even like watch anime because if something happens thats more weighted to one side of the screen i have to touch the side thats less weighted otherwise i lose my goddamn mind and i cant touch things without doing it twice sorry to ramble im done now im just so like. exhausted and frustrated. thanks for understanding