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There are just no words to this title.
*This post is full of drama. But so what.*
Something bad happened today.
I've had an emotional day yesterday. There was no specific reason. Just me looking at my life and what little I have. Perhaps how my old friends here were getting along fine without me online, I was feeling a little left out. Staying up wondering but still pushing on with artwork through the night.
I struck a conversation with a dear friend this morning. Things were alright and I felt so much better. But whether it was me being tired from staying up all night or just my feelings, I didn't say what I meant to say. My words were pretty much a mess throughout the whole thing, confusing to even myself.
I hurt his feelings, but I think I may be hurting even more. I felt like I betrayed someone who I really care about yet didn't mean to, and that tears at me inside. It makes me think that it might have been a mistake to come back. It hurts so much.
I really am sorry.
*This post is full of drama. But so what.*
Something bad happened today.
I've had an emotional day yesterday. There was no specific reason. Just me looking at my life and what little I have. Perhaps how my old friends here were getting along fine without me online, I was feeling a little left out. Staying up wondering but still pushing on with artwork through the night.
I struck a conversation with a dear friend this morning. Things were alright and I felt so much better. But whether it was me being tired from staying up all night or just my feelings, I didn't say what I meant to say. My words were pretty much a mess throughout the whole thing, confusing to even myself.
I hurt his feelings, but I think I may be hurting even more. I felt like I betrayed someone who I really care about yet didn't mean to, and that tears at me inside. It makes me think that it might have been a mistake to come back. It hurts so much.
I really am sorry.
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I pray for your forgiveness.
But remember...
...You don't have so little....you have so much! To us, you are a true deity, not for the art you do, but because of your warm, kind, loving nature and personality. You are nothing less than a saint. It may feel like you have so little, but you have so much....far more than what I have.
But remember...
...You don't have so little....you have so much! To us, you are a true deity, not for the art you do, but because of your warm, kind, loving nature and personality. You are nothing less than a saint. It may feel like you have so little, but you have so much....far more than what I have.
people just move on and stuff.. know what ya mean about not feeling 'right' with the people you once did though.
It probably would be best for ya to y'know, have a break, some rest, maybe think over things that happened with the guy. Then, come back, sort things out with him, and hopefully keep your whatever you had with him, and start mending yourself up inside.
It probably would be best for ya to y'know, have a break, some rest, maybe think over things that happened with the guy. Then, come back, sort things out with him, and hopefully keep your whatever you had with him, and start mending yourself up inside.
Maybe me and you can talk sometime, i don't have rely any one to talk to most of the time, And i have so little friends on hear that i talk too.
And maybe i can be a friend to you, even if you don't know me. I would love to talk to you sometime and hear what you have to talk about.
Any way i hope you feel better.
And maybe i can be a friend to you, even if you don't know me. I would love to talk to you sometime and hear what you have to talk about.
Any way i hope you feel better.
I wasn't gettling along fine without you, I was actually having a hard time finding inspiration.
And now that you are back I couldn't be happier about my computer then I have been in months.
In 2006 I waited over a year to join D.A. just because I was nervous and I was worried that I was incapable of socialzing with anyone... you were 1 of the people that inspired me to join.
The only thing I have to do now is decide whiich ideas are accetable to post, of which I often find impossible, and yet I continue because you inspire me to do so without even trying.
And that is why I watch you on both D.A. and F.A.
And now that you are back I couldn't be happier about my computer then I have been in months.
In 2006 I waited over a year to join D.A. just because I was nervous and I was worried that I was incapable of socialzing with anyone... you were 1 of the people that inspired me to join.
The only thing I have to do now is decide whiich ideas are accetable to post, of which I often find impossible, and yet I continue because you inspire me to do so without even trying.
And that is why I watch you on both D.A. and F.A.
Many of the people here are right you know. Don't beat yourself up over it and just try to relax. You've been gone a while and people moved on, but that doesn't mean they forgot about you completely. You've inspired a lot of people here, despite what you might think. Just get some rest now. You're a good person and I'm sure your friend will forgive you. Or at the very least, be willing to hear what you have to say.
Taking a break may be good to rest and sooth yourself, but by taking said break you are, in essence, turning away from your problem(s). Unless you can turn to face your problems, and do what you need to do and say what you need to say, they are not going to go away; they will continue to eat at you, even if you are trying to relax by leaving. Now listen, people are complicated, and what we say and do will have numerous different effects on numerous different people, what you said just was not to the right person. It may be hard to do so, but try to apologize if you feel an apology is in order.
Bottom line, you need to talk to them again, and say what you mean to say (even if it might not be what they want to hear).
Whether or not what I say matters is up to you. I personally believe however, that anyone who attempts to help others with their problems deserves to have what they said considered.
Bottom line, you need to talk to them again, and say what you mean to say (even if it might not be what they want to hear).
Whether or not what I say matters is up to you. I personally believe however, that anyone who attempts to help others with their problems deserves to have what they said considered.
I hope this pans out well, TTN. You're a sweet person and I'm sure he'll forgive you.
But most important, I hope you can forgive yourself.
Trust me sister, take it from someone who once judged his own life in terms of 'could-haves' and 'maybes' when I say that there's more to your life than you realize.
But most important, I hope you can forgive yourself.
Trust me sister, take it from someone who once judged his own life in terms of 'could-haves' and 'maybes' when I say that there's more to your life than you realize.
These people have their own wisdoms, combined, the wisdom becomes great.
Take heed of the wisdom that may come your way, it might be just what you need to get through trouble.
BTW, This is the Reploidst from D.A. Update son my poor account are scarce these days due to lack of motivation to finish my pieces, even though I have a really awesome one on it's downhill slide to the finish.
Glad to see you around, Koneko.
Take heed of the wisdom that may come your way, it might be just what you need to get through trouble.
BTW, This is the Reploidst from D.A. Update son my poor account are scarce these days due to lack of motivation to finish my pieces, even though I have a really awesome one on it's downhill slide to the finish.
Glad to see you around, Koneko.
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