Where to start...

The last year was pretty awful in more ways than one.
The politics, oh GOD the politics. Everything is political, and while i like to be up to date, it is getting so exhausting. The President is a fucking bitch baby and i can't believe he is our president.
Because of politics, my family and I are very divided and uneasy. It's hard not to take things personally on either side.
I found out some one close to me was some one i didn't know anymore. It was like a blow to the gut to find out how they really were.
Gage and I split up, and are filing for divorce; things just haven't been working well for years... and we gave up beating that horse. It hurts like hell. I thought I'd spend forever with him and danny by my side, but he is not interested, and i can't force him to be.
My bossie baby had to put their cat, Garfield down, and he was a sweet, handsome boy that we will miss very much, although i can imagine they miss him more than anyone else ever could. u_u
As for my health; insurance really doesn't cover shit, so it is hard to get my life on track, but i'm gonna keep fighting.
Isn't that violin song sweet? Anyway, i could go on about things that were bad, but then that would not be the point of this drawing.

I am moving forward.
I've gained friendships, despite my social anxiety, i am enjoying talking to more people, and hope to, one day, be able to talk to more and more without getting overwhelmed! It's exciting to think about!
I went to the beach, met some one IRL that we've known for a bit, and hung out with them and my bossie; that was a big deal to me! Ahhhh. :3c
I've made some fursona's that really express me, and I am hoping that they stick and continue to do so.
I've been going to my docs appointments, and keeping up with medication.
I have not considered suicide in months.
I have not self-harmed in months.
I've been getting out of bed, drawing, and being more active.
I'm eating healthier.
I got a sick haircut, lol. It makes me feel more myself.
I've become more aware of myself and my identity and I am excited to move forward with that!
We got a kitten that was from a not-so-nice home, and she is our love bug, along with my other two babs. uwu

And last but sure as hell not least, I have my bossie butt, Dainty . Without them, I'd have likely crumbled many times. They help me realize my strength and self worth. They are endlessly understanding, patient, and unconditionally loving, and I wake up every day, next to them... And I thank the universe that they are mine and that I am theirs. I am so much more when I am with them. ♥ I know you're reading this, bossie, and i love you, you gaybo. >w>


So, this is me. Looking forward to the future. I'm excited for life, for the first time in a very long time.



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