I'll find the light, even if it means burning in the sun

Personal/vent piece I started ages ago, that somehow got more relevant in the light of recent events. I can't really call it finished, and I'm fully aware it needs more work, but I really wanted to post it today.
I'll probably update the file at some point, because this thing deserves SO MUCH MORE attention. But I need it off my chest today. Sorry for spamming you all with unfinished stuff, but I guess it looks sorta okay if you don't look too close, yes? Yes. Good.

2016 was a dick, and I really hoped 2017 will turn the things around.
So far things are going to shit at frequency I never expected and I'm tired.
A week ago I had a permanent job, my financial situation was sorta crappy, but with steady income I could somehow work with it.
This monday I got a week's notice and now I'm inbetween of sending CV places, registering in job agencies and trying to not freak out.
It's fun.
So damn fun.

I'm refusing to believe this year is gonna fuck me up the way 2016 did.
I'll be fine.
At all costs.

In other news commissions are open. I'll post a fancy journal tomorrow.
And I do believe that this time there's no thing I will say NO to.
Time to draw all the stuffs.